Page 73 of Always, Axel


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Which brought me to Natalie. The very innocent, feisty Natalie.What the fuck was I doing with her?The question circled around in my head as I kicked off my Jordans before I sat down on the edge of my bed and undressed. My dick was still pipeline hard, and I was going to punish my hand like a depraved perv. My balls were aching. After two hours of petting and teasing, I didn’t blame them. However, I would not take out my aggression on her. She wasn’t ready for that. She wasn’t ready for the way I fucked.

I’d never been impulsive in my life until her. I knew the stakes. I fucked. Boy, did I ever fuck. I’d never had to worry about my baser needs. They’d been taken care of in spades. I wasn’t trying to brag. I wasn’t one to talk shit about it. That wasn’t me. I had needs; the girls I was with had needs. We both had the same goal. A mutual agreement that led to a fleeting paradise, which was comforting at the time, but give it ten minutes, and you felt a little bit numb and a hell of a lot empty.

Damn, I needed to shut off my brain as I contemplated my life. Normally, I didn’t dwell on it, nor did I sound so depressing. Or even reflect on past transgressions. I wasn’tthatguy. I truly lived my life without regrets. If I dug deep, I would call myself fairly cerebral. I mean, I did maintain stellar grades throughout high school and college. Dean’s list since I stepped on campus. But I’d actually felt like shit tonight when she’d asked me about how many women I’d slept with.

What was it about her? Why was I going balls out for her? I never planned on being where I was with her. I never thought I would sink so low to force her hand like I did. I saw a weakness and pounced on it like a mountain lion who saw an elk. All I knew was I wanted her. I wanted her more than I’d ever wanted anything in my life. And the gladiator in me wanted to conquer her. The rules went out the window where she was concerned.

That’s why I had to be the good guy and take her home safe and sound tonight.

Groaning, I fell back onto my pillow and shoved off my boxer briefs before gripping my raging cock, thinking of her tight cunt and how she drenched my fingers. Yes, I only had one finger inside her, and Jesus, it was like a clamp around my skin. But when I had two inside her… it was like an electric current went straight to my cock. I jerked my shaft hard, thinking about how I’d have to work my dick inside that small hole. I stroked harder, imagining the slickness of her pussy walls sliding over my cock. The thought of popping her cherry and seeing her blood on my cock made my balls draw up tight, anxious for release.

And I savored the little moans she made when she was close to coming apart. When I fucked her, she would cry out my name and soak my dick with her orgasm. “Fuck.” My balls tightened, and I was about to come. After a couple of tugs, I groaned as my cum shot out over my stomach, warm and hot. Yanking relentlessly, my hips rolled into my hand, over and over, until I had nothing left to give.

With my breaths expended and my body easing into a relaxed state, I huffed out the last of my climax. The fading beat of my pulse in my ears was all I dwelled on as I stared up at the ceiling, searching for answers… searching for a reprieve. I was fucking shadow fantasies that led to nothing.

I exhaled heavily and realized… I missed her. I wanted her here with me and wished I could hold her in my arms.This was all part of the fun, right?

Natalie

What are you doing this afternoon?I was in class, reading the text from Axel. There were only five minutes left, and Human Anatomy was my last class of the day.

Me:Going to the library to study.

Axel:You can study at my place. I’ll come get you. Be there in five.

Me:I’m not home. I’m still in class.

Axel:I know.

Clicking off my phone, I heard our professor closing his lecture and dismissing the class. The next thing I knew, I heard people making more of a commotion than the usual low chatter when class was over. When I’d gathered my things, I saw Axel standing in the aisle, surrounded by a group of students. He smiled and glanced over at me before moving through the crowd toward me.

“I didn’t know Axel was in this class.” Mark was standing by me, looking as though he were contemplating snapping another picture.

“He’s not.”

“Huh,” he said, shrugging his shoulder. “Anyway, are we still on for meeting up tomorrow?”

“Yeah.” We had an exam on Friday, and I’d already told him we could meet together and study.

He patted me on the shoulder. “Great. I’ll see you tomorrow afternoon. Oh, hey, man, what’s up?”

Mark held his fist out to Axel, who stood, glaring at him. He must’ve gotten a clue and withdrew his hand with his mouth drawing down. “You having a bad day or something?”

Axel’s nostrils flared, and I tensed up, thinking it would possibly get worse the longer Mark stood here. “Not yet, but it could end badly for you if you ever think about making a move on my girlfriend.” Axel’s mouth curled into a sneer.

Mark held out his hands and glanced around in confusion. “Girlfriend? What are you talking about?”

“Don’t play me with that bullshit. I see your angle.” Axel edged next to me and threw an arm around my waist, pulling me to his side. “Natalie’s mine, got it? So keep your distance.”

“Axel,” I warned softly, worried since he drew enough attention to himself by being a star on campus. The last thing he needed was to attract a larger crowd with an altercation.

Mark backed away cautiously. “We’re lab partners. That’s all.”

“It better stay that way,” Axel said.

Mark gave a short nod before turning and bumping into someone as he sped-walked out of the auditorium.

After a few seconds, I glanced up to see he was still scowling. “What was that?”

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