Page 83 of Always, Axel


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“Mm-hmm.” He continued tracing a delectable pattern down my neck and over my collarbone. “Ever since I saw you standing there wide-eyed in the library.”

I didn’t know if he was telling the truth because he seemed like he already had that easy-going, polished quality where he could say the right words to make anyone melt into putty. That was a while back.When I want something, I take it. “You don’t have to lie to impress me.”

He took my jaw between his fingers, holding my gaze. “I wouldn’t lie to you about that. It’s not like I didn’t have plenty of opportunities, but at the end of the day, why would I settle for anything less when all I really wanted… was you?”

Natalie

All I really wanted was you. His words seeped through my veins like an intoxicating drug that set off my endorphins. He smoothed the damp hair off my cheek. “I want you so much it scares me.”

“Why does it scare you?” I roved over his face, trying to get a read on him.

He ducked his head and drew his hand over my breast. “Because I’m going to do something I swore I’d never do. But I can’t seem to stop it from happening. I want to fuck you.”

He was going to take my virginity tonight.

His hand strummed down my stomach and lower until he was stroking my clit. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You won’t hurt me.” The words were reactionary because I had no idea whether it was true or not.

“I will.” He brought his lips down, kissing me like I was a cherished possession. “It’s going to hurt because you’re a virgin and so small,” he warned gently and continued spreading soft kisses in reassurance.

“Oh.”

“But I’ll try to lessen the pain.”

“I know you will,” I whispered against his mouth. “I trust you.”

“Fuck, Natalie. Fuck.” He drove his tongue into my mouth in desperation. Then his fingers traveled over my clit until he was parting my folds. He pushed two fingers inside me, causing me to gasp in surprise. It was a tight fit, and although he’d done it before, it still took time to adjust. However, when he added a third finger, I squirmed in caution as he slid in back and forth, stretching me. “God, you’re so tight.” His words passed down my throat as he continued to kiss me like the world was about to end.

Feeling bold, I curled my thumbs into the waistband of his athletic shorts, tugging them down over his ass. He wore black briefs underneath. Withdrawing his fingers from me, he artlessly yanked his briefs down, joining his shorts that were already drooped at his knees. Gripping his cock, he leveled it over my clit, stroking his bare tip up and down over the sensitive skin. I bit my lip as liquid heat pooled at my core.

“So many nights, I’d fantasized about this moment,” he rasped, dragging the head of his cock lower until he circled it around my entrance.

Focusing on the wide tip glistening with pre-cum, I watched with a mixture of fascination and apprehension. “Shouldn’t you wear a condom?”

“I will. I just wanted to feel you first.” He pressed his dick between my folds and rocked carefully into me—not deep, just enough pressure to feel really good. He sucked in a breath. “Damn, this feels like heaven. I’ve never done this before…”

Never done this before? He pulled out, then gently nudged the head of his cock back inside my entrance. Dropping his head down, he took one of my nipples into his mouth, and I got lost in the sensations. It did feel good, and I could feel myself moving with him, wanting to take more. My body felt ready to take in a little more of him.

“Baby, you’re so… damn wet.” His words sounded ragged as he gave my other nipple his undivided attention. “Soaking my dick.” We were still rocking against each other. Soon, I started to feel more pressure inside my walls, much fuller as heat emanated between us. My nails curled into his shoulders. He lifted his head and slid a hand under my back. “Am I hurting you?”

“No. Not really.” I cradled his face and tentatively kissed him as if he now needed my reassurance. It was still new to me, this dynamic, but he soon took over, aggressively claiming my mouth.

“Natalie,” he groaned out my name. He pulsed the crown of his cock into me again, butting against my barrier, and his pelvis grazed my clit.

My eyes drew to his, and I locked my thighs around his waist. I braced myself for the pain. “Relax, sweetheart.” His voice was unsteady.

I knew tensing up would make it worse, so I tried to focus on remaining calm. Axel eased a hand up the side of my neck, stroking in a soothing manner, giving me a sense of security as he withdrew from me. I caught the flicker of remorse in his eyes before he bent down and brushed his lips against my forehead. “Forgive me for what I’m about to do,” he said softly.

Before his words registered, he drove into me. A piercing pain sliced through me as he broke through my barrier, and I cried out, arching off the bed and digging my nails into his skin.

It hurt, and I struggled against him, but he encased me in his arms and claimed my mouth. “I’m sorry, baby, but it was the only way.”

I couldn’t work my voice, only aware of the throbbing discomfort between my thighs. Aware of every twitch of his ginormous cock buried deep inside of me. So deep he could possibly lance my intestines.

“The worst is over. I promise.” He traced his hand up and down my back, holding me close as he stayed still, allowing me time to adjust.

“It’s okay,” I reassured him. My words came out in pants, and I threw my hands around his neck, touching my forehead to his. He fingered my cheek and showered kisses over my face with care, unmoving, although I could feel his cock throbbing inside my oversensitive pussy. Yet, he was being thoughtful and considerate, waiting until I was ready.

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