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Pain rocketed through my chest. I didn’t want him to know. Hecouldn’tknow, because if he found out how much debt I was in he would want to help me. This was my burden to bear. It was my fault in the first place, so I would fix it. Reese had already done too much for me, any more and I would never be able to give him up.
“It’s fine, really.” I put on a winning smile, determined to act normal. “The doctors put Jeanie on a new medication that’s a little more expensive, but I have it covered. Besides, I should go for a good price at the auction, and that’ll take care of anything left over.”
It was another lie, but I didn’t want him to know. Besides, there was one other option, though it was the one I had tried to avoid. I just wasn’t sure I could avoid it any longer.
I clapped my hands together. “Come on, we should eat before it gets cold.”
I had only half risen when he spoke again, so quiet I could barely hear him. “The Byrnes asked me if you’d be participating last Friday.” He kept staring at the bills I had clutched in my hand. “You’re really going to do it?”
I swallowed hard, my throat becoming tight. “I’ve done it the last two years, is there a reason I shouldn’t now?”
My heart thumped so loudly I was sure he could hear it. Slowly, he came back to himself. “No, I just…I don’t know what I was thinking.”
I forced out a laugh. “Maybe no one will even bid on me.”
“That’s impossible. There’s no one who wouldn’t want you.”
I wanted to sink into the floor and disappear. “There’s one person,” I whispered. It didn’t matter. None of it mattered. I loved him, even though he would never love me back, so this was a pain I had to endure if I were to stay at his side.
The pizza sat on the table, still waiting for us, but it would have to wait. There was something else I wanted, something I needed, or I wouldn’t be able to survive.
I moved quickly, counting on the element of surprise. I was kneeling before him, pushing his legs apart, before he realized what I was doing.
“Logan.” His dark brown eyes went wide and he started to move, but I stilled him with my hand.
I moved carefully, wanting to savor every touch. My hands slid along the inside of his thighs, the denim hiding the muscles I longed to wrap around my neck. He sucked in a sharp breath as I found the firm line of his cock, pressing against it with my fingertips.
“Logan,” he said again, his voice deepening into a warning.
I flicked my eyes up at him, praying that he couldn’t see the desperation on my face. I needed this, needed him, more than I could ever admit. And I was terrified that he would realize it. “You’ve always been so nice to me. You never ask for anything.” I slid my hand forward to rub against his zipper. “You let me live in your apartment, you gave me a job. You saved me,Master. I’d be happy if you used me.”
His length twitched beneath his jeans. At least his body was honest.
“This is your home,” he winced. He was starting to feel it. “It’s our apartment.”
Shit. I wanted to cry. “Then I should start contributing more to the household,” I hummed. I leaned in to press a line of kisses up his zipper, pausing at the top to take the slider between my teeth. With a little focus I was able to unzip him in one go while my fingers made quick work of his button.
Freed from the zipper his cock swelled, straining against the fabric of his briefs. I kissed him through the material, thankful he was getting turned on.
I felt his hand rest on top of my head, pressing gently until I looked up at him. His face was lined with an emotion I couldn’t name, but there was a brightness in his eye that he couldn’t hide. “Do you want me to stop?”
For the longest moment of my life, he just looked at me. Then his hand dropped to my cheek, and his thumb rubbed across my skin. “Why do you look so sad?”
Fuck.
“You can make me feel better. This,” I smoothed my hand over his growing erection, “can make me feel better.”
He pulled away his hand and leaned back against the couch. I had my answer.
His dick sprang free as I pulled down his briefs. It was beautiful. A little lighter than the rest of his skin, with perfect lines of veins down the sides. I could have spent hours worshiping his cock, but this could be my only chance to truly enjoy him.
I started at the bottom, pressing my tongue against his base and sliding it all the way to the top. I had only touched him a little, but there were already tiny beads of pre-cum gathering at the head. I lapped at them, savoring his taste.
He moaned as I sucked the head of his cock into my mouth, teasing the tip. I let my tongue lave the sensitive spot with attention as my hands worked his length. I made sure to be gentle, using light touches to drag out the sensation.
I let his tip pop free so I could use my mouth on the rest of him. My lips worked their way across him, mapping out his sweet spots. His tight control slipped further and further away as his moans fell around me, igniting me from within.
Reese was so hard he was nearly throbbing. To finish him off I devoured him, taking him into my mouth as far as I could.
