Page 49 of Reckless Goals


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I didn’t respond because I didn’t know what to think. Sleeping with Ash was never about a relationship or a future. Just a means to an end of whatever was drawing us to one another, and, as much as I hated to admit it, getting over my ex.

“It’s okay,” Ash nudged my knee. “I’m glad we got a couple of nights to let loose and focus on something besides the shit in our lives that creates distractions and havoc.”

I could barely smile, barely acknowledge what she had just said. It was unspoken, but obvious, that we weren’t going to see one another after that night. I had an away game, then she had to travel for a game, then Colin was set to return home. He wouldn’t need me to keep mentoring Ash forever so I wouldn’t have a reason to go to her games. And then when the season ended, she would finish school and move on.

My silence made her scoot closer to me, and she put her hand on my knee. “I’m sorry again, about earlier. I assumed things I shouldn’t have based on what IthoughtI knew about you. And sorry you are dealing with heartbreak.”

“You’re not a rebound,” I blurted like an idiot.

Ash, so graceful and gorgeous, widened her eyes and gave me a soft smile. “That is probably not true. But it’s okay, too.”

She lowered herself to her knees on the floor and crawled between my legs. Her green eyes looked up hesitantly as her hands ran up my legs and to the elastic of my shorts. My cock hardened quickly, knowing she was coming for him. When she pulled the band down, I ran my fingers down the side of her cheek and she leaned into my touch before scooting closer and taking her tongue along the bottom of my shaft.

I hissed at the feeling of her soft touch, trying to resist the urge to push her head down and shove myself into her mouth. Pulling my hand from her cheek, I rested my arms along the back of the couch and let her go at her own pace.

“Those eyes, Ash. They do something to me. That night at my game, when I saw you talking to Colin, it was those eyes that had my attention.”

“You were devastated, distracted.”

“But for just a minute, I saw those eyes and everything was okay.”

“I don’t mind making it okay for you, Rhys. I promise.”

Anger at myself crept into my chest and I grimaced. Why couldn’t I truthfully tell her she was wrong? Why was I letting her wrap her mouth around me when she knew I still had feelings for my ex?

Ash could see my mood shifting and she sheathed her teeth as she took me as deep as she could. The anger started to dissipate and the need for her mouth got more intense. Her nails dug into my thighs, her eyes were on mine, and she sucked hard up and down my dick. She got quicker and more aggressive every few strokes, like she was getting herself off by making me feel so fucking good.

Moans started coming from my mouth, growls from my chest, and I inadvertently began moving my hips in rhythm with her motion. “Fuck Ash.”

“Mmm,” she moaned, then swirled her tongue around my tip. Slurping noises were getting louder as her saliva coated me and mixed with my precum. I was so close to unloading in her mouth that I didn’t bother pushing her away to fuck her. It was too late, I was too far gone.

“I’m gonna come down your throat,” I warned her.

She nodded and moaned again, closing her eyes to savor the moment she felt me painting her tongue. I was groaning with my release as I watched her swallow, and when I couldn’t take anymore, she pulled her mouth from me and climbed up onto my lap. Her pussy was still bare under the shirt she wore and I could immediately feel how wet she was as she started grinding her clit on what was left of my hard cock.

“No,” I stopped her and started lifting her off of me. “You don’t have to take your pleasure, remember? I’ll give it to you, baby.”

“Trust me,” she purred, settling herself back on top of me. “Youaregiving it to me. Just sucking your cock made me want to come. Let me use you.”

I let her get a few more passes on top of me, grinding her clit to her own beat. When I was just about to take over and shove my fingers inside of her, she started shaking and moaning. I felt her warmth coat my dick and she squeezed my shoulders to ground herself as she rode out her release. Then she slumped forward and placed her head on my shoulder as she caught her breath.

“Fuck that was so hot,” I confessed.

“You make me so desperate for you.”

Her words reminded me she wasn’t shy or high maintenance when it came to sex. She wasn’t afraid to tell me how she was feeling, what she wanted, and how she wanted it. She had just ground her pussy on my dick like a toy, and I was in awe.

Dirty. She was a dirty girl—my dirty girl—and I was obsessed.

We sat there for a few minutes, collecting ourselves and regaining our composure. Then Ash stood up and walked toward her bag. My brows furrowed as I realized she was grabbing her clothes and I started to stand up to stop her.

“You’re staying the night,” I commanded without asking, making sure she knew I was serious.

“No,” she smiled. “I’m not.”

She didn’t seem mad, she seemed… resigned. Like we had gone as far as we could and it was time to say goodbye. I reluctantly nodded, knowing deep down she was right—she wasn’t mine. There was no reason to sleep alongside one another and create an awkward goodbye in the morning.

When she walked to the bedroom to change, I ordered a town car to take her home. I really wanted to take her myself but I knew she would refuse, and a rideshare at that late hour made me nervous.

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