AllFreeNovel
Share Us
“I won’t be in it, Jax,” she says with a roll of her eyes. “I could sleep with Matthias.”
“The couch will do fine,” I tell her. The thought of sleeping in her bed, surrounded by her smell and her warmth while I wonder at what she might do in it when she’s alone, or even worse when she’s not, is too much.
“Fine,” she snaps and turns on her heel but before she reaches the hallway she turns to me. “Thank you,” she whispers and I hear a crack in her voice that makes me walk over to her. And against all of my better judgement, I wrap her in my arms.
“It’s okay, Luce,” I breathe against her hair. “I’m always here for you. Nothing will ever change that.”
She nods against my chest. “I know, Jax.”
My cock twitches at the way she says my name and the feeling of her soft body in my arms. I could pick her up and carry her to bed right now. I could bury myself inside her until both of us felt better. But that would make me an even bigger asshole than I already am.
So instead I kiss the top of her head and let her go. “Night, Luce.”
“Night, Jax.”
I lie on Lucia’s sofa, listening to the soft ticking of a clock somewhere. I’m so tired but I can’t sleep. I keep picturing her lying in bed. Alone. Half-naked? Is she still upset? What if she needs me?
She doesn’t!
But what if I need her? What if the throbbing in my cock can only be fixed by burying myself in her hot, tight cunt and making her whimper my name as her walls squeeze me tighter? The memory of her soft skin, the way she squirmed when I kissed her all over, the way she looked up at me when I made her come, the taste of her sweet pussy—I can’t get any of it out of my head. I will my cock to stop twitching. I can’t even give myself any relief because the idea of her or Matthias walking in here and catching me jerking off is unthinkable. So I close my eyes and try to think of anything but her.
The sound of high pitched shrieking pierces my ears followed by a tiny human ball of energy jumping on my head.
“Matthias,” Lucia warns him. “Please be careful.”
“Jax,” the kid shouts, unable to contain his excitement. “You had a sleepover.”
I blink in the sunlight. I must have fallen asleep after all.
“Hey, buddy. I sure did,” I push myself up and pull him onto my chest, tickling him and making him squirm and giggle hysterically.
“I’m sorry,” Lucia mouths.
“No problem at all,” I reply with a wink. I mean, I love this kid. “Any chance of some coffee?”
“Sure.” She ruffles Matthias’ hair. “Don’t wear out your Uncle Jax, munchkin,” she says before she disappears out of sight.
“Why didn’t you wake me up when you got here?” Matthias says when he’s finally stopped giggling.
“It was very late and you were sound asleep,” I tell him.
“You should have come got me. You could have stayed in my room.” He grins at me.
“I could have, huh?”
“Yeah. Next time you sleep over will you stay in my room with me?”
“Sure, buddy,” I smile at him, but all my deviant brain is thinking about is how much I’d love another sleepover with his mom.
CHAPTER 17
LUCIA
My father called me first thing this morning to tell me he wants to meet to discuss my living situation. If I’m honest, last night did freak me out a little, but that doesn’t mean I’m ready to move back home. I love my apartment and I don’t want to live anywhere else. It’s so close to Matthias’ school and we’ve made friends with our lovely neighbors, but I know that my father isn’t going to let this go without a fight. Perhaps there is something we can do to at least make my apartment more secure—something that doesn’t involve Jackson Decker sleeping on my sofa every night.
I mean there was a time that would have been like a dream come true, but now it just reminds me that I can never have him. I hardly slept at all thinking about him lying out there, remembering the miracles he can perform with his tongue.
I feel a blush creep over my cheeks and I focus on the road ahead as I drive to my father’s hotel with Jax sitting beside me.
