Page 21 of Love and Defects


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It took a few minutes for Sterling to get himself together, and the entire time, I just held him, doing my best to hold him together while he got out some of his emotions. Crying was cathartic, and Lord knew he was overdue for a good cry, especially after so long of holding himself together.

“I think I’m ready to head back to the dorm,” Sterling quietly said, pulling back from me a little. His eyes were bloodshot, and his face was damp from his tears. Reaching up, I gently thumbed away some of his tears, my eyes running over his face.

“Then we’ll head back,” I quietly told him. “Let’s wash your face, clean up a little, and then we’ll head to the car.”

He nodded and leaned forward, pressing a kiss to my lips. I sighed and ran my hand down his arm, smiling softly at him once we parted. He easily returned the smile, and it reached his eyes, letting me know he was okay despite the high emotions running through his body. As long as he was okay, we could work through everything else together.

Once we’d cleaned up a bit and Sterling had splashed some cold water on his face to alleviate some of the redness, we quickly got dressed. He grabbed my hand in his, and I opened the door to the room before leading him down the stairs. The party was even more packed and wilder than it’d been when we came upstairs, so Sterling stuck close to my back, somehow managing to avoid being touched by anyone else.

It was something only someone with a major touch phobia could accomplish, honestly. Even after knowing him for a little over two years, it still astounded me how easily he did it.

Once we were outside, Sterling breathed a sigh of relief, and his hand loosened around mine, though he didn’t release it. We were quiet as we made our way down the sidewalk to the tiny side street we ended up parking on. When we reached my car, Sterling leaned back against the passenger side and grasped my hips, pulling me to him so our bodies were flush.

“Thank you for tonight,” he murmured. He pressed a kiss to my jaw, and I shivered, my fingers sliding along his sides. “I needed that.”

I gripped his chin and angled his head up a little so I could lean down and kiss him. “If you’re up for more tonight, we can try it,” I told him.

He appeared to be thinking for a moment, and so I just busied myself with lightly touching him over his layers of clothes, waiting for him to give me a response. I was beginning to shiver, the heat of the party officially leaving me, but I would endure it until I had his answer.

“I’m not sure if I’ll be able to bottom,” he warned me, “but I’d like to try.”

My heart stuttered in my chest for a moment at the thought of him trusting me enough to do that. I cupped his cheek and kissed him again, trying to hide how much his request had moved me. “We stop as soon as you say the word,” I promised. “I don’t care if I have to be the bottom for the rest of our lives, Sterling. Besides,” I shrugged, “I like being the bottom.” I shot him a cheeky grin.

He snorted and gently shoved me away. “Get in the car. You’re shivering.”

I winked at him as a particularly rough one shuddered through my body, making my teeth chatter. “It’s just the effect you have on me, babe.”

He barked out a laugh and opened the passenger door, sliding into the seat.

When we got back to our dorm room, Sterling immediately backed me up against the door, his mouth hot against mine. I groaned and slipped my fingers under his t-shirt, pulling the fabric over his head. As soon as his mouth was back on mine, I mapped the planes of his flat stomach, traced his ribcage, and moved up to gently rub my thumb over his nipples.

He hissed a breath through his teeth, and I grinned into our kiss before lightly pulling on them. He ground his cock against mine, a moan spilling from his mouth. Kissing him harder, I began walking him backward to my bed, and when the back of his legs hit the mattress, I tumbled him down onto it, our teeth clashing for a moment before we moved back into our fluid rhythm.

“Get the lube because I’m not waiting once I’m naked,” Sterling rasped.

I kissed him hard before reaching over into my bedside table for my bottle of lube. Once I had my hand on it, I tossed it onto the mattress and then moved back over Sterling, grinding our hard lengths together as we continued making out. His feet pressed into the mattress, his shoes having gone missing at some point, and he pushed up against me as I pushed down on him.

“Off,” Sterling snarled as he pushed at my leather pants. I quickly stood and unbuckled my boots before kicking them off and peeling off my leather pants. Sterling shoved at his jeans, and once he was naked, he beckoned me back down.

Our lips met in a fiery clash, and we both moaned at the feeling of our bodies coming together. I blindly reached for the bottle of lube, and once I had it, I slicked my fingers up before reaching between our bodies for his hole.

He tensed when I found it, and I immediately stopped, leaning back from him. When I began to move my hand away, he grabbed my wrist, shaking his head at me. “I need to see you. That’s all,” he whispered.

“Okay, baby,” I soothed, my heart clenching in my chest at the nervous look on his face. “Just remember, you’re in control here.”

He swallowed thickly and nodded. I circled my finger around his hole, and he kept his hand locked around my wrist. Our eyes never disconnected as I slowly eased a finger inside of him.

He moaned, his legs spreading wider as I breached him. “Oh, f-fuck,” he whimpered, a breath shuddering from his lungs, making his chest shake a little. “That feels so good.”

“It’s going to feel even better when I’m inside of you,” I promised.

He licked his dry lips as I worked my finger in and out of him, and when I added a second, a groan sounded from deep within his chest. He began fucking himself on my fingers, his breaths already panting from his lungs. His cock was leaking all over his stomach, the tip red and angry.

He looked so fucking beautiful like this. So needy and perfect.

“One more,” I rasped, warning him because I knew it would burn.

I inserted a third finger and went in search of his prostate. As soon as I found it, he cried out, spurting cum all over his flat stomach. I grinned and continued working him open. With my other hand, I swiped some of his cum up and popped a finger into my mouth, moaning at the taste of him.

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