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“I really like you. I want to see where this goes.” I say that instead.
“See? You just want toseewhere this goes?” Damon looks disappointed, and I know I’m failing at this communication thing.
I shake my head and continue. “No. I mean, I can’t stop thinking about you. I want you all the time. And it’s not just the sex. I mean, I love the sex, but there’s so much more to it. I love when you dote on me. I love going to the drive-in and watching your eyes light up. I like that you just roll with everything and nothing holds you back. That you always say what’s on your mind.” I didn’t mean to blather all that, but it happened anyway. I let out a deep sigh and breathe. “I don’t want to share you either. Not with anyone, but if you need to for your career—”
He stops me quickly. “I don’t want to share you either, and I don’t want anyone else touching me. I want you. Just you.”
He smiles at me, and I continue on, loving that I’m making him happy.
“I can see us in ten years, twenty. Right here in this house—”
“No dogs though. I can’t stand them.” He’s smiling and then he shrugs. “I mean, maybe. But a really calm, sweet princess dog. Dogs aren’t a deal breaker, but no heathens like the ones next door.”
My lips quirk up, and I squeeze his hand a little tighter. “Okay, fine. It’s a deal. I’m serious about you, Damon. But I don’t want you to regret me. I know your career is defining for you, that you love it. I don’t want you to give up what you’re doing to make me happy and then resent me later.”
“I’d never resent you. And I think maybe I’m ready to move on to other things anyway. I think I was even before I met you. I’m so much more than porn, Tomas.”
“Of course you are. But I don’t want you to change your life for me.”
Damon pulls his hand away from mine and grabs on to his wine, taking a long sip. “I’m totally serious, I wouldn’t mind taking a step back. Maybe do some solo things when I want to, but cutting off collabs entirely. Unless you want to…?”
I shake my head. “No, I don’t think I’m meant for the camera. I think I’m good with solos for now.”
Damon smiles at me. “I really do want to grow my Etsy business and try some new things. And the country is really growing on me. But I can’t stay with the moms forever.”
“You can stay with me,” I blurt, and Damon shakes his head.
“Oh god, that is moving way too fast. I just met you.”
I know we just met, but I fucking like him. I can see myself waking up next to him each morning, can see myself coming home to him in the evenings, catching him performing for the camera with those toys of his.
My cock hardens once more, and I swallow, my imagination now taking flight.
“What’s that look for?” Damon asks, looking suspicious.
My cheeks flush red, and I shake my head. “No reason.”
“Oh, there’s a reason and now I need to know.”
I shake my head, but he pulls it out of me with those eyes and the way he runs his hands up my arms.
“I was just thinking what it would be like living with you.”
“Is that so?”
“Yeah, that’s so. Coming home to you, catching you performing.”
Damon’s pupils dilate, and he shifts in his seat.
“That would be hot. I’d perform for you, and only you. You know that, right?”
I nod, and Damon stands up, moving between my legs and running his hands through my hair.
“Want me to show you some toys right now?”
I swallow and nod and then shake my head, already feeling overcome with lust. “We have to finish discussing things.”
“Oh god, I don’t want to. I want to get off first.”
