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I let out a low whimper when I felt Hunter swell up inside me, and I knew enough to know what that meant. Already too far gone to care, I let Hunter use me until his body broke on top of me, my name on his lips as he let out a low roar, a boy cumming in me for the first time ever.

Hunter didn’t stop pushing inside me until he started to go soft, and only then did he stop trying to possess me. With my eyes closed and my heart beating a mile a minute, a part of me resisted falling asleep because I wanted more. Even though I knew that I was going to be hurting soon, I still wanted more. Two orgasms had rocked my world, and I wanted more of that feeling. I wanted more, and I wanted Hunter Finley to be the one to give it to me.

However, when I felt his arm wrap around my waist, hauling me closer to him, the heat from his body felt too hypnotizing to resist. I felt spent and still a little high, sleep coming for me fast.

A kiss on the top of my head was the last thing that I remembered before falling asleep.

Chapter 9

The shame that overwhelms us.

Alexandria~

Clutching the sheet to my chest, I sat up, my naked body sore, my mouth dry, and my head pounding. Apart from my nakedness, I’d been here before, so I recognized the slight hangover for what it was.

Jesus Christ.

Glancing around the room, I saw that I was alone, and a part of me felt grateful. I needed to process last night and what I was going to do about it. I never thought that I’d be the type of person to take advantage of someone else, but that’s exactly what I’d done last night. Hunter had been very honest about having had too much to drink, and I had seduced him anyway. I’d known exactly what I’d been doing when I had asked him for his shirt to sleep in, and what kind of person did something so despicable? Women weren’t the only ones that could be taken advantage of, and I’d done that to Hunter.

Letting the sheet fall to my waist, I ran my hands down my face, wondering what in the hell to do now. Even though I couldn’t see Hunter holding it against me, things still were never going to be the same between us. We’d had sex twice last night, and even halfway asleep, the second time had been just as intense as the first, and I was going to go to Hell for what I’d done.

When I started glancing around again to locate my clothes, I saw a note on the nightstand next to Hunter’s bed. Picking it up, my heart thumped in my chest with regret and shame.

Alex,

I went to pick up my car. Call or text me when you wake up, and if I’m not back before then, I’ll grab us some breakfast.

Hunter

Scrambling off the bed, I reached for my jeans on the floor to grab my phone and check the time. I had no idea what time it was, and the last thing that I wanted was to be naked in Hunter’s bed when Baron came back to the dorm. It was bad enough that I had to figure out what to do about Hunter, I didn’t need Baron’s teasing while I did the walk-of-shame.

Ignoring the dull pounding in my head, I quickly got dressed, choosing not to address the mess between my legs. I would check it out when I got back to my dorm, not needing to see the blood right now as proof of what I’d done last night. My sore body was proof enough.

After I got dressed, I raced towards the door, but then dropped my head against the wood. Hunter had been kind enough to leave me a note, so taking off without doing the same or sending him a text was a rather shitty thing to do. If I wanted to remain friends with Hunter, I couldn’t take my guilt out on him. It wasn’t his fault that I’d waited until we’d been drinking to make a move.

Instead of texting or calling him, I decided to take the coward’s way out. I walked back over to the nightstand, grabbed the pen that was lying next to the paper, then wrote a note of my own.

Hunter,

Woke up with a headache, so decided to just go home and sleep it off. I’ll text you later after I’ve gotten rid of my hangover.

Alex

I re-read the note three times, and each time it felt cold and impersonal, but what else was I supposed to write?Sorry I took advantage of you while you were intoxicated, but it’s all good?I had no idea what I was supposed to do, but I did know that Hunter deserved an apology for last night. However, it wasn’t anything that I wanted to do over the phone. I also didn’t want Baron walking in on us while we talked it out.

Leaving the note, I snuck out of Hunter’s dorm room and kept my head down as I did the classic walk-of-shame. Unfortunately, in this instance, my one-night stand wasn’t someone that I could ignore for the rest of the semester.

Afraid of Hunter coming back too soon, I hurried my way down the sidewalk until I rounded the corner. Only then did I pull my phone out to order a ride. While it was safe enough to walk back to my dorm, the walk was too long to make while feeling as sore as I felt.

Luckily, when I finally got back to my dorm, Jessica wasn’t there. Wanting to hide my shameful secret, I quickly gathered my stuff to take a shower and wash off my sins. The last thing that I needed was for Jessica to catch me in the middle of my emotions, especially when we really weren’t actual friends. While I had no real reasonnotto trust her, I didn’t have any real reasontotrust her, either.

After taking a shower, I was sitting comfortably in a t-shirt and sweats, still tired as hell. However, any thoughts of sleeping some more vanished when Jessica came rushing dramatically through the door. She looked awful but very awake.

“I had the best night of my life last night,” she announced as she dropped on her bed.

“I’m hungover,” I remarked, hoping that she’d take the hint.

She didn’t.

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