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Nothing could beat this.
“Really?” She gives me a disbelieving look.
“Yeah, really, baby.” Bending slightly, I brush my lips against hers. “Now it’s time for our talk. Though I gotta admit what we just did was a good start to our talk. But first, I’ve gotta change.”
“You have to change?”
The way her brows crease to meet is cute.
“Came in my boxers, baby, not something I’ve done before. And not trying to say shit to upset you, but bitches I’ve been with, it was me wrapped in a condom and never doing what we did.” I grunt, pull away, and stroke her cheek. “What I did with them was straight up fuckin’. What we did that night and just now, no matter how we did it. It wasn’t straight up fuckin’. It was connecting. You get me?”
“I get you,” she whispers breathlessly.
“Good, now I’m gonna change, then we’re gonna talk. After that, I’m taking you to breakfast. You good with that?”
Honor nods giving me a small smile. “I’m good with that.”
“Good.” Grinning, I give her another kiss. Hop off, grab a clean pair of boxers, and head to the bathroom. Stripping off my boxers, I clean up, put on the new ones, and head back to my woman.
Fuck me. It’s been a long time since I’ve thought of any woman as mine, and even then, Mary wasn’t mine the way Honor is. Sure, I loved her. We’d been best friends, but she wasn’tmine. If she hadn’t been pregnant, we wouldn’t have been getting married. I knew that, and so did she.
When it comes to Honor, everything feels different. I’ve seen what my brothers have with their women, and it’s what I want regarding Honor. I just have to make her see that as well. Get her past the shit she’s been through.
One way to do that is to get my hands on the weaselly bastards and kill them for touching what’s mine.
Climbing back in the bed, I scoop Honor up and plant her in my lap, her legs on either side of my waist. “Now, I gotta know where your head’s at, baby.”
“In what way?” she asks with an unsure voice.
“With what we just did? You and me moving forward? Us sleeping in here together?”
“Oh,” she whispers, cheeks turning a bright pink, and she drops her gaze to my chest. “I like what we just did. It felt good. Spontaneous, maybe.”
“Yeah, you can say that it was spontaneous. What about you and me?”
“I’ve crushed on you since I met you.” The words are barely audible, but I hear them, and I see the way she fidgets with her fingers between us. I get her admitting that is huge for her. Even more so considering the rest of the bullshit she needs to work through.
“Baby, look at me,” I command softly, not wanting to upset her. I wait until I have her eyes and reach up to cup the side of her face. “You might’ve crushed on me, but I’ve also wanted you. We’ve got that now. Nothing’s between us. Not anymore. We’re going to work through everything you’ve been through. I’m gonna be here for you, and we’re gonna go at your pace. Okay?”
“What if you want more and I’m not ready?”
“Your pace, Honor.”
“But you’re used to getting sex anytime and anywhere you want it.”
“Baby, I ain’t fucked anyone since you. Unless you count my hand. I don’t want anyone else. We do this together. You and me. We both have shit we gotta work out. We’ll do that together also. I’ll eventually tell you the rest of everything, and the same goes for you. It’s part of us getting to know each other better.”
“You know you sound sweet when you say stuff like that.” No sooner those words leave her lips, her eyes widen, and she looks like she wants to smack herself.
Chuckling, I draw her in as I lean into her and press my lips to hers. “Don’t worry baby, we won’t always be having heart to hearts like this. I’ll admit now, sometimes you’ll get pissed with me because I’m an asshole. That’s not gonna change. But I’ll never intentionally hurt you when it comes to me being a dick. It’s just who I am.”
“I don’t want you to change because of me.”
“Good, ‘cause I don’t want you to either. I want you as you are. It’s why we’re going at your pace. You want more than what we just did, great, you tell me and I’m in there. Until then, if you can handle my hands on you, my mouth on yours, like this morning, then I’ll take what you give me.”
“I can handle that.” Honor nods, blushing.
“That’s good, baby.” Brushing my mouth against hers, I wait for her to open for me, and I shove my tongue inside, claiming her in a deep but short kiss. I don’t want to start something up again. Breathing heavily, I give her lips another peck. “This talk’s over. Time for me to feed you, and then we’ll head home. We’ve got things to do there, and then tonight, your ass is in my bed where you belong.”
