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Drop the dildo on the concrete balcony. Blue ceramic breaks in half with a loud crash between my feet.
His eyes go wide. “Did you just break my dick?”
I can’t answer. It happens too fast. I go from almost coming to laughing my ass off, and he joins me.
“Damn, woman.” He’s rolling on his lounger, tears wetting the corner of his eyes. “Leave it to you to fuck me so hard you break—my—dick.”
“Here’s a fat tip.” I pick up the half that was his dildo’s head. “Put a handle on it next time.”
That starts another round of laughter, and I swear my stomach hurts, and I love it. Glancing over, my audience of one is gone, and I lie back on the lounger to recover. Redix is so cute, hiding his laughing face behind his arm.
“I miss you.” It’s a sigh, a painful one, because it speaks from every part of me.
He rolls to his side, holding his phone like we’re sharing a pillow in bed. “I miss you too.”
“Can you give up Hollywood, and we’ll run an ice cream shop together?”
“Yes.” Something in his eyes; he’s only half kidding.
I ask about his day, and he tells me about table reads and how he spent the afternoon finishing his last pottery plate.
“Can I send them to you?”
“All the pretty bowls and plates you made? They’re for your house.”
“I’d rather you think of me every time you eat frozen pizza.”
“I think of you all the time.” And the feeling returns. The one where I need him, but he’s not here. I let my fingers wander down to finish what we started. I let him watch me too. “Redix, get here.”
“I will. I promise.” He’s starting again, too; the urge in his eyes matches mine. “Real soon.”
It doesn’t take me long. Not while I’m watching him. I’m right back to where I was in minutes, gasping and crying out for what I can’t feel right now. For what I’ve wanted for so long, and now I have it… but he’s not here.
“Redix, please,” I beg from my cliff, falling for this man every time. It isn’t about pride when there’s this much love. “I need you.” I’m so close, and so is he; the muscles in his abs and bicep are tensing up to my climax. “I need you…”
And it bursts. I show him my love, my lust, how it flows from me. It’s all for him.
“Fuck, Cade.”
He can see it, watching my little river over the chair before he’s coming too, his creamy ropes spilling across his tan abs while his back arches into his grasp, but his eyes never leave mine.
With him gone, it’s a new void I can’t stand. “When will I see you?” It hurts.
He pulls the phone down to his face like he’s pulling me near.
“Next weekend. I’ve got us a suite at the golf resort. I’m gonna spoil you again. Every fucking chance I can, okay?”
“Okay.”
It scares me. How much I feel for him again. I didn’t realize how numb I’d become to it before this.
Redix talks about how alcohol and drugs numbed his pain all these years of missing me. Me too. My heart, it froze. All I cared about was revenge. Was training for a fight. Was planning a perfect cover. I didn’t feel the pain.
But I do now. With one ice cream kiss, he melted me again.
“Hey, Magnolia Cade?”
I hate that name. “Yes?” Still, I answer him.
