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“What about you?” I ask Redix with my hands cradling Cade’s face. “Why are you here?”
Cade steps back and clears his path to me.
“I’m here for you.” Redix steps my way. “Cade’s always with me. No one stops my love for her. But it’s like you heal us both. You remind me of the man I would’ve been if not for that night. You help me see I can be him again. You’re fucking incredible. You love and live with no fear, and you make me feel like I can again, too.”
But I am afraid. And when he cups my jaw, the power of his touch, I’m scared of how I feel for them, but I can’t resist it.
“I’m sorry about the other night,” he says. “Nothing happened with her. Karen was playing me, and Cade helped me figure it out. I hate that I left you like that. I never want to hurt you, but sometimes I don’t always know what to do.”
“Kiss me,” I demand. “That’s what you can do.”
And he does. Cade’s kiss still warms my lips, and when Redix’s meets mine, it’s a fire, a heat I didn’t know possible. He’s tangling with more than my mouth, my lips, and my tongue. He’s marveling at my heart, and I’m equally in awe of his. Of how brave he is and how strong he is, he doesn’t even know it.
“What do we do?” I break this kiss and have to know this final answer. Each of us is asking it. “How do we do this together?”
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
Closer by Kings of Leon
“We just rushed your world,” Cade answers. “We came in here like a hurricane, so you tell us. What do you want, Silas?”
The floor beneath my feet is solid wood planks, but I swear it wobbles; it quakes to her question. Not in my wildest dreams did I ever think I’d get this chance.
“I want both of you.” I try to look them in the eye. Her. Then him. And it’s almost too much. It is too much. His dominating beauty and her stunning appearance. I’m in a maze of lust, falling for them, and I don’t know which way to turn.
“You tell me,” I say to Redix, remembering what they just told me. “You’ve been through hell. I don’t want to upset you or anything.”
Is it possible for desire and wonder to blow through a man’s eyes with gale force?
Yes. He looks back at me with a grin, barely pulling his lips, and answers, “Take her and take me too, however you want me.” He glances at Cade. “If that’s what you want?”
“Yes.” She pushes her dress down, exposing the tits I crave before her dress falls to the floor, and she’s standing before us in only a white lace thong.
“However you want,” she tells me, and God, this can go so many ways.
It’s overwhelming all the choices, all the consent, all the desires I can fulfill with the two of them. Because I’ve never felt this permission. This power to be wholly me and wholly fucking the hell out of who I want. Both of them.
But something tells me where to begin. With who and how this all started.
“Let him watch how I fuck you,” I tell Cade. “How you don’t close your eyes when I make you come too.”
I look at Redix, and half expect him to protest. To act possessively over Cade. But he doesn’t. A thrill, a desire in his stare runs deep for this.
“And you,” I tell him. “Stand beside me and let me taste how much you like watching me fuck her.”
Cade crawls down to all fours on the carpet in front of my mirror, wearing a smile and a thong. I step into my bathroom, leave my boxers, and pull condoms from the drawer. When I return to the room, my heart jumps to see Redix stripping down, too. His gaze goes from her ass in the air for me to my hard cock while he pulls his T-shirt overhead.
I have to drag a breath over my lips to make sure this is real.
“I have a scar.” He warns me. “She’s the only one so far who’s seen it.” While he unbuttons his jeans, a soft cry escapes Cade’s lips, and we both look at her.
This is very real.
“Hey.” Redix rushes to her side. He kneels on the floor beside her and lifts her eyes to his. “I’m okay,” he assures her. “I promise.”
She kneels up, and it’s this poignant kiss between them. Like their mouths and bodies are grabbing for years, and so much shared, and not even time can capture what they have together.
That’s the power, the love I want just a taste of tonight.
