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Driven by five years of desperation.
Unhinged from years of denial.
“God, Aslan. Fuck...” She moaned as I ground my aching cock against her wet underwear.
A guttural groan escaped me as an explosive ripple cracked down my back and up my legs.
“Take me. Right here—” Her pleas drove me straight into depravity.
Her hand burrowed between us, crushed and bruised as we writhed and fought.
I hissed as she found my button and undid it. The sound of my zipper coming down screeched through the night.
And when her fingers found my length for the first time, my world shot white, my body took control, and I buckled.
“Fuccckkk!”
I came.
Spurt after spurt, I coated her wrist. Wave after wave of the best fucking release of my godforsaken life. It went on forever, draining me, reincarnating me. But unlike all the other self-given releases, this one didn’t leave me hollow. It filled me up. It made me glow, and when the last ripple quaked through me, I opened my eyes and froze.
Neri bit her bottom lip, her ice-blue eyes dancing. A snicker escaped before she gave up, exploding with quiet laughter. “Wow, I had no idea you were that hung up over me.”
My cheeks burned.
The back of my neck prickled.
Her laughter coated me in self-consciousness but also...tugged at my mouth with mirth.
The crazy level of my need for her. The way my body had chosen her and only her...it was ridiculous, really.
I was probably the only guy alive who couldn’t just fuck someone. A guy who’d blown the moment the love of his life merely touched him.
A half-chuckle, half-groan fell from me. “I’m sorry. I—”
“Don’t you dare say you’re sorry. You have no idea the power rush you’ve just given me.” She held up her cum-roped hand. “Knowing you wanted me this badly?” She smiled with overwhelming love in her eyes. “It gives me permission to stop hiding. To stop pretending. It gives me everything I didn’t know I needed, and I can finally admit to your face that I love you, Aslan. I love every single thing about you. I’ve said that before. I’ve hidden behind the ruse that I love you like a friend, like a family member. But the truth is, I’m in love with you. God, I’m so madly in love with you that I can’t believe this is happening. I’m head over heels, and I think...I always have been. And the fact that you seem to love me—”
“I do.” I held her stare, hoping she saw everything in my soul. Every secret I no longer needed to hide. “I love you with every fibre of my being, canim. Sana asigim, Nerida. Sana o kadar asigim ki, seni güvende tutmak ve benim kalman için ne kadar ileri gidebilecegimden korkuyorum.” I went to put her feet back on the ground, but she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. “What does that mean?”
I kissed her back and fed the translation directly into her mouth. “I said I’m in love with you. I’m so in love with you, I’m afraid of how far I’d go to keep you safe and mine.”
She moaned and threw herself into me.
She kissed me like I needed to be kissed. Deeply, devotedly, full of hunger, acceptance, and love.
I sank into her.
I kissed her back as deeply and as devotedly as she kissed me.
I didn’t think about the future.
I didn’t think about what would happen when Jack and Anna found out.
All I thought about was her.
We lost time as we let the kiss sweep us away like a tide, ebbing and flowing, licking and tasting. By the time I pulled away, her lips were red from my five-o’clock shadow and my cock swelled for a second round.
All it would take was to pull her underwear to the side, shove down my shorts, and I could be free of the affliction that’d haunted me for years. I could give her all of me. She could be my first and my last.
