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With my heart in my throat and my eyes locked on the mirror, I pasted an expression that I hoped resembled lust and greed as the girl exposed me.
Flicking me a glance, she reached for me.
I flinched as her hands curled around a part of my body that hadn’t been touched without pain in so many years.
It sickened me.
Repulsed me.
“Just...act like you’re sucking,” I hissed, doing my best not to enunciate English words in-case Cem could read my lips in the mirror. “I don’t want you to actually—”
I groaned as her mouth encircled my tip.
Hot and wet.
Sick and twisted.
I froze in horror.
Maybe I would get hard.
Maybe the electrocutions had fried that part of me.
Perhaps my steadfast, soul-bound loyalty to Neri had broken in the years I’d been abused.
I didn’t want to know.
I wouldn’t fucking survive if my body betrayed me as well as my mind.
But I couldn’t stop her.
Couldn’t throw her across the room or smash in the mirror.
Cem still believed I was fully under his control.
I wouldn’t let him believe otherwise. Not yet. Not until I had a chance at finally getting free.
I couldn’t breathe as the girl’s head bobbed up and down. Whoever was watching would have a perfect view of her bare ass as her mouth pumped between my spread legs.
It would look convincing.
It felt convincing.
I gritted my teeth as the violation of her mouth proved that sometimes an act of love could be done out of desperation. Both of us were trapped. Both of us hated the other.
A few minutes ticked past while she worked on me.
The horror that I might respond slowly faded as I shrivelled inside.
The longer she sucked me, the more I shut down until I didn’t feel her. Didn’t feel her mouth or touch or much of anything.
I was numb.
Just like I’d been for almost two years.
And I liked it.
It let my mind skip to other scenarios.
