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“Ooh,yes,”Emilymoanedloudly as she bounced on my cock. “Right there. That’s it.”
Was her name Emily? Or was it Emma? Evelyn? I was sure it began with anE.
Bollocks. What Kai had said earlier about me fucking and running had really struck a nerve. Why, I didn’t know. It wasn’t like I didn’t know that about myself. I was the one inviting these women back to the hotel, knowing fully well I’d never call them.
My mind drifted, wondering what Kai was doing right now. Had he gone out for the night? Maybe hit up a gay bar with Arlo? I knew he liked to do that sometimes.
“Hey.” A small hand slapped my stomach. “What’s with you?”
I winced. Whatwaswith me? I had a hot girl riding me, and instead of focusing on her, I was thinking about my best friend.
“Nothing,” I said, wrapping my hands around her hips and thrusting upwards. My dick obviously hit the right spot because her head fell back on a high-pitched whine.
I continued fucking into her, trying to focus on her firm tits bouncing in my face.
Was Kai serious about finding a boyfriend? He’d had the odd fling, but it never lasted long. I hated those times. Sure, I wanted Kai to be happy…but I’d never been good at sharing. Especially where Kai was concerned.
If he got into a committed relationship, what would happen to us? I couldn’t see a boyfriend being happy with Kai and me spending all our downtime together. Or feeling okay about the way we interacted on stage.
I knew I wouldn’t like it if Kai was my boyfriend. I’d want him all to myself.
Emma…Emily…Evelyn, whatever the fuck her name was, huffed and lifted herself off me.
Bollocks, I’d stopped paying attention again. “Where are you going?”
She was tugging on her dress with sharp movements. “You’re not into this. I’m out. I’ve always wanted to fuck a celebrity, but I didn’t realise it’d be this shit. It’s like you’re not even here.”
The celebrity comment stung, which was ridiculous. I’d literally picked her out of the crowd for a one-night stand. “I am into this.”
“Really?” She threw open the door dramatically. “Try telling that to your dick.”
I winced as the door slammed loudly behind her before staring down at my cock. It lay limp between my legs, not an ounce of fun in him.
“Fuck my life.” I pulled off the condom and flung it towards the bin. Never before had I gone soft while I had a hot girl riding me.
Knowing my luck, it would be all over social media before I woke up.
With a sigh, I flicked off the lamp and rolled onto my side. Stupid Kai was getting in my head and ruining my fun. I was tempted to knock on his door and make him hang out with me.
No,I told myself sternly.He might not be alone.
I scowled into the darkness at the thought that my best friend might be getting laid when he’d inadvertently cockblocked me.
Just as I was hovering on the fine line between waking and sleep, an errant wondering slipped in. What position did Kai take in the bedroom? Having three queer bandmates meant I knew more about gay sex than your average straight man.
He had to be a top, I thought drowsily, my eyelids sliding closed.
I fell asleep to the image of my best friend railing into someone, my cock stiff as steel between my legs.
Isatboltuprightin bed, my sheets soaked with sweat. The blankets were tangled around my legs. A familiar figure loomed over me. I squeezed my eyes shut.
It’s a night terror.I told myself.Not real. Not real. Not real.
I didn’t stop to think. Dragging in a lungful of air, I grabbed my phone. I couldn’t see the screen through my fear, but my fingers knew what to do.
Kai picked up after a single ring. “Silas?”
I whimpered, forgetting how to form words. Why wasn’t he here already?
