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He jangles his car keys in front of me. “You don’t eat? Come on, I know you’re hungry, and if you want to discuss everything then this is what we need to do.”
Fucking hell, he’s an asshole, isn’t he? He’s doing this to challenge me, to wind me up. I won’t take it though. I’m not going to let him defeat me. “Fine, let’s do it.”
I don’t care where we talk, whether it’s over dinner or not. I climb into the car beside him and let him drive me wherever, stewing in rage and anger the whole time. Even if he’s sizzling and there’s an unspoken desire clinging to the air, it doesn’t mean I have to act on it.
Suddenly, Mason lets out a deep throaty belly laugh to make things a million times worse. “You really are a fire cracker, aren’t you? I like that about you.”
I growl underneath my breath. “Mason, are you going to explain to me what you’ve done.” I turn sideways to face him. “Why have you tried to destroy my pack? That’s no laughing matter. I think you know that as well as I do. I need answers and I think you know that.”
He purses his lips together thoughtfully, pondering his response, which only winds me up.
“Are you not going to give me anything, Mason?”
“I think you know as well as I do that Brian was no good at running a pack. He wasn’t an alpha worthy of any wolf pack. He doesn’t care about his people. He doesn’t protect his people. He wanted to throw all of you under the bus just to keep himself alive.”
I’m admittedly speechless. I kinda knew that really, but to hear it coming out of Mason’s mouth is shocking. To know that in his last moments of life, he wanted to live so badly that he was willing to let everyone else die is disheartening.
I lean back in the chair, letting this sink in. Fuck, I don’t think any of this excuses anything at all, but it does make me think. I mean, maybe we are better off without Brian, maybe we can make this work… but that doesn’t make me feel any happier about it.
Maybe I really am mated to this man because I am feeling all kinds of things for him, things I shouldn’t be. It’s really hard for me to think straight with him mixing me up like this. With him getting under my skin and making me dizzy.
I hate him for what he’s done, for what he’s making me feel, and for the fact that he has me here with him right now when I should be with my pack.
“You will thank me for this soon,” he tells me smugly as he pulls up the car outside a very fancy restaurant. “Trust me, I have done you and your pack a big favor.”
“Hmm, just because you want to control us all, right?” I sneer back. “You want us all under your control. I know your game. You want all the power.”
He gives me a look, letting me know that I’m not exactly wrong, before he steps outside and holds his hand out to mine. Ireallywish I could resist him right now. Every part of this feels wrong, but there’s also something of an addiction there. I can’t help myself. I let him take my hand and tug me inside, my stomach growling with hunger… and not just a hunger for food but for him as well. Shit, I really am in trouble, aren’t I? This isnothow I planned for this to go, but I can make this work somehow or another. I can…
* * *
How am I here?I really don’t know how this has happened, and how I have ended up kissing Mason frantically again as we stumble into his house, intertwined with one another, acting like we’re star-crossed lovers who can’t keep our hands off of one another.
I’m supposed to be confronting him, making him see that what he did is wrong, but that animalistic pull between us overwhelmed me over dinner, and I couldn’t get enough of him. I think I might be a fool for this man, but I can’t stop.
“You are mine,” Mason calls out in a guttural growl. “You are going to be all mine and no one else’s. Do you understand me? You belong to me?”
All I can do is nod, and let out a little squeal as he tears my clothing off. He knows that I’m a virgin, yet he still wants me,reallywants me, which is exhilarating. I’m definitely not going to be able to hold on to my innocence any longer.
“Come on.” He whips me off my feet, and I wrap myself around him. Arms and legs cling to him as much as I can. I don’t want to let this feeling go. “Let’s go to bed.”
His lips keep kissing me, brushing over my throat and collarbone, occasionally meeting my lips as he carries me through the house, taking me to his bedroom. It’s a place I’ve obviously been before, but I’m much less anxious this time around. As he drops me onto the bed, I feel comfortable, but brand new all at once. Especially when he climbs on top of me, and the familiar weight of his body sends powerful lightning bolts of excitement tearing all the way through me. Shit, I need this man, I need him bad…
“Are you okay?” he murmurs as his fingers spear me once more, grazing me in the way that I adore so much. “I want you to be comfortable here. I want you to be okay.”
I nod breathlessly, struggling to hold myself together as I thrust back against him, needing more, needing everything from him. “It feels good. Real good.”
Good isn’t even the word for how he’s making me feel right now. I’m in heaven.
My eager fingers start to unbuckle his trousers, freeing him from his material prison. I gasp as I wrap my hand around him, tugging him closer toward me. I want him now. I need him. I need to become the animal that I am meant to be. He has unleashed a dragon of desire inside me, and I can’t shut it down, however hard I try.
Mason seems like he can’t hold back, and I don’t want him to. I want to lose myself in the heat of the moment shrouding us. I want the passion to claim me whole. While he’s kissing, licking, nibbling me all over, I angle my body towards him, trying to have him.
“Fuck me, Mason,” I declare, emitting an intense growl from him. “I need you.”
“You have no idea how long I have been waiting to hear you say those words.”
Slowly he gives me what I want, gently thrusting himself deep inside me, checking in on me the whole time. Mason is trembling all over, desperately trying to hold himself back to be careful with me, which is the sexiest thing I might have ever heard in my whole damn life.
