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Chapter Thirteen
Olympia
A fierce, confusing battle stole my senses.
My world narrowed to Zoei, and only Zoei—she was the only thing in focus while everything else took on a dull, hazy blur.
She wielded sex as a weapon—a wet stone-sharpened deadly blade that slithered between my ribs ever so easily. But I doubted the invasion of the blade would feel as deadly as the slide of her cock into my body.
The feeling was foreign in the most horrifying way. More than taboo, more than forbidden. It was a violation of the worst nature, not because of any pain, but because there was no way in this Goddess’ green star that I would ever feel complete again without the stretch of her cock.
As she pulled out of my body, I felt the newly awakened muscles of my pussy clench down, trying to get her to stay. Every inch of me remained taut and unsatisfied, blood pounding with the need for a peak that may never come.
I dug my fingers into the stone ground, feeling grit lodge under my nails as I fought against the urge to clasp my hands around her neck and pull her back down.
Why was it harder to breathe without her weight on top of me? I pondered the question even as tears obscured my vision—frustration and humiliation coursing through my blood in equal measure.
I glanced away, turning my head to the side as she stood, towering over me while she adjusted her bottoms. I could not bear to glance at her leather-clad frame, rippling with muscle and covered in a sheen of sweat.
Get up,a little voice urged.At least pretend like you’re an Alpha! Show her you remain unperturbed by her little display of dominance.
But I couldn't. Not when I ached and throbbed and twinged in strange ways.
She left without a single word—not even a soothing touch along my cheek to make sure I was all right.
Whores commanded more pleasantry than I did.
The thought only made tears flow without restraint.
Without the need to school my features, I curled onto my side, trying to gather a decent breath. It simply wasn’t possible, not with the constant hiccups and sniffles that I tried to stifle behind white knuckles.
Ishouldbe disgusted—and I was, but not for the right reasons. Zoei had shoved herself into my body with no more finesse than an animal rutting in a pasture, and I had let her. If I were being entirely truthful, I hadwelcomedher. Encouraged her. Whimpered for her to do more and more and…
We were both royalty, for Goddess’ sake. Where was our decorum? The respectability that had been bred into us from ancestors past? Why had it all faded to mere suggestions at the first press of her lips?
Lying is beneath you, Olly.
Yes, I was indeed a liar. She hadn’t kissed me.Ihad kissedher.After she had cut a wound into my neck and tried to choke the life out of me, I’d kissed her as though she were the sweetest lover, and we were nestled between brocade bedsheets.
Sick.I was undoubtedly sick in the head. There would be no other way to explain why I chose to reward Zoei with softness when she treated me like the lowest, cheapest whore.
I gathered enough willpower to sit up, bracing myself against the closest wall. The scent of burnt wallpaper rose in the air, little black bits raining down over my shoulders. Zoei’s flames had all but ruined the intricate wallpaper, leaving behind nothing but soot and ash and chaos. I raised a hand to flick away the debris from my shoulders, but they only clung to the sweaty skin on the inside of my palms.
With a sigh of defeat, I let my head fall forward, thudding against raised knees.
Goddess help me, what would Cryssa think if she saw me now?
I could imagine the look of horror on her face, followed by a slow dawning of understanding. She was incredibly smart; her wonderful mind worked in ways I could not comprehend. I doubted I would need to utter a word before she pieced it all together.
I would never admit to myself the sheer number of times I had gathered Cryssa close for an embrace only to imagine the press of Zoei’s thicker lips. It was normal, wasn’t it? To think about the person who had been your first kiss while kissing somebody new? It was only natural to compare.
Except it wasn’t merely a passing thought. Not for me. If I delved into the perversion that surrounded my thoughts, I was sure to terrify myself.
I squeezed my eyes shut, swiping away the tears that darted onto warm stone ground.Empty,I cautioned my mind.Empty, empty, empty.
But that left me burdened with the taste of Zoei’s lips and the smell of her come drying on my skin.
What did it say about me that I couldn’t summon the energy to wipe off the remnants of my humiliation?
