Page 118 of Irresistible Rogue

“I didn’t know it was an idea, of anyone’s. I mean, I didn’t exactly know this is something people do. Not, you know, on that… scale.”

“I see. So you’re new.”

“You could say that.”

“A virgin, if you will. In the scene, at least.”

“You could say that, too.”

“And did Shane… take your virginity?”

“It wasn’t like that,” I said quickly. I wasn’t sure why.

Her tone was just so… suggestive. Soknowing.

Maybe I didn’t want her to think that Shane had preyed on me. That he’d taken advantage of me.

“Do you want it to be?” she asked me.

“What?”

“You said ‘it wasn’t like that.’ But do you want it to be?” Her tone, again, was suggestive. Knowing. “Do you want him to be dominant with you?”

“Oh,” I said. “Uh… Yes. I kind of… asked him to.”

“Well, that takes a certain courage. To ask for it. And to admit it, to me.”

I wasn’t sure if it was courage. I didn’t plan to tell her about Shane when I came here tonight. But somehow, Madeleine made it feel okay.

“Did you know about him?” I asked her.

“I saw him once, at a party at Bliss. I’m not supposed to tell you that. Membership is private. But since you already know…”

“And… he told you he was a Dom?”

“He didn’t have to. I knew what he was doing there.”

Uh… that was tantalizing. I almost drooled. “What was he doing?”

“He was there with a sub.”

I swallowed, caught between curiosity and discomfort. “How did you know?”

“Because she was on her knees when I saw them together. And he was standing.”

“Were they…?”

“Naked?” she filled in for me. “Having sex? No. Not every Dom/sub encounter involves sex.”

Well, that kinda fit with what Shane told me. About Lamborghini woman. He said he didn’t have sex with her. Now, I was more inclined to believe it.

“I wouldn’t know…” I told her. “I mean, I’m pretty new to this whole concept. Shane says I’m… submissive.” I could feel my cheeks turning pink.

“And what do you say?”

“I say… it felt good when he dominated me.” God, that was uncomfortable to admit. Even to Madeleine.

“Do you feel ashamed about that?” Her lips quirked a little. “In a bad way?”

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