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He flicked the tip of the crop against my nipples, smacked my breasts, smacked my pussy again and again, sweet, stinging little smacks, as I writhed and sobbed and panted.
He didn’t stop. He was undaunted by my tears.
Maybe he understood them for what they were; that I was struggling to get lost in this. To surrender.
To submit.
Because I wanted to, so bad.
“Hot yet?” he demanded.
“Yes,” I sobbed. “Hot.”
“Tell me why you’re fighting it, Jolie.” It was a command, and I tried to find my voice to obey. I whimpered and moaned softly into the bedspread, which was soaked with my ecstatic tears.
“I—I’m not.”
“You are.”
“I don’t mean to. It’s just… I can’t.”
“What do you mean when you say you can’t?”
“I just can’t.”
“You can’t what? Reach orgasm?”
My face heated as I blushed. Though why this would have the power to embarrass me after all he’d done to me, all he’d seen—my naked body flung out before him, panting at his caresses—made no sense. “I can. Maybe. It’s just… sometimes it’s hard.”
He flickered the tip of the crop gently against my nipple. “Why is it hard?”
I bit my lip. “Just… when I get all up in my head.”
He teased the other nipple, taking his time. “Are you up in your head right now?”
“Y-yes.”
He ran the tip of the crop down my belly to the edge of my panties, where he teased at the edge of the lace. “About what?”
God. I couldn’t tell him.
I couldn’t tell him about that one time I got brave and asked my boyfriend to tie me up. How he said no and made me beg him for it.
And then he still said no.
It was humiliating and gross, and brought about a dead stop to the relationship.
But I couldn’t tell him I was thinking about another man right now. Could I?
“Tell me,” he commanded.
“My ex-boyfriend.” I blurted it out and instantly felt hot with shame.
Shane paused. His eyes flashed at me, and I could see his response. Much like at the club tonight. In my raw, open state right now, maybe I saw it for what it was.
Not anger, but an intensely primal sort of possessiveness.
But he asked me, so calmly, “Did you climax with him?”
