Page 22 of Xavier's Mission


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Arching her back, she threw her head back and moaned. "Oh god." She sank her fingers into his hair as he moved his hands to her ass, pulling her closer to his mouth.

Her legs shook and her hips rocked back and forth as she reached for her orgasm. He sucked her clit and slid three fingers inside her. She whimpered as he pulled his fingers out and reached back in, stretching her tight walls. This was fucking heaven. She arched against his mouth. "Yes," she breathed. "More."

He quickened his pace and she strained against him.God, she wanted this…wanted him.

She tugged his hair. "I want to come with you inside me."

"You sure?" he asked.

She nodded She wanted to feel his cock inside her and his skin on her skin. She needed the feel of his weight on top of her. It made her feel safe…but it also made her feel alive. She needed to feel alive.

He slid inside her slowly and she wanted to scream. She raised her hips and he inched in a bit more. Then he withdrew. She bit her lip as she lifted her hips once again. This was so exquisitely agonizing.

"You're so wet," he said, "but are you ready?"

She met his gaze and nodded, incapable of speaking. He held her gaze as he slammed into her with a ferocity that took her breath away. She moaned and matched his rhythm, his strokes taking her higher and higher until she soared and let the orgasm wash over her. He came and then collapsed on top of her. This was what she wanted. What she needed. This. With Xavier.

* * *

After rousingthemselves from a sex-induced euphoria, and a quick nap, they’d hurried outside to make their getaway. She cleared her throat as if that would clear her mind. She had to focus.

She’d always been good at hiding her feelings. Her mother always said no one could look as innocent as she managed to do and yet be as guilty as sin. She wasn’t in shock or hysterical. She was just completely losing her shit. On the inside. There was no way she’d tell Xavier that. He had to have confidence in her but yeah, she was definitely losing her shit. The problem was she wanted to hide in Xavier’s arms not be out here fighting for her life.

Allegra brushed some snow off her hair. She’d felt so good, so safe in Xavier’s arms. The sex had been amazing but even more than that, the physical intimacy grounded her. Normal. No, better than normal. Like she could take on Damon and the gunmen. Xavier had made her feel invincible and sexy and loved all at the same time. She’d never had that before. Ever. He'd done that for her, and she wanted more of him, which scared the hell out of her almost as much as the gunmen did.

The scientific side of her brain said that the heightened sense of danger made the sex seem so much better, but the woman in her knew it was that she and Xavier fit together perfectly. He knew what he was doing as a lover. So did she. It made for an intense encounter. One that would be repeated again and again and again if she had her way. It was so fucking good, she wanted him again now. Her nipples were getting hard thinking about it. But the emotional side of things? That was new and she...well she wasn't having it. It just could not exist. She'd promised him that after they'd had sex, he'd be in her rearview mirror and she meant to keep that promise, even if it broke her somehow to do it.

With every passing mile on the snowmobile, her confidence waned, allowing fear to set in. This plan had to work. It was risky and dangerous but, as Xavier said, they really didn’t have a choice.

The snowmobile came to a stop and she looked over Xavier’s shoulder. They were at the top of the mountain on a ridge. “Do you see anything?” she asked.

“It’s an amazing view.”

She had to agree, the scenery was spectacular, but it hadn’t been what she meant and he knew it. The valley below them was postcard worthy, with the snow on the roofs of the little town, blanketing open fields as well as the trees going down the mountainside. If there weren’t a bunch of gunmen trying to kill them, this would be an incredible moment she would savor. Instead, she squeezed her arms around Xavier’s middle just a little bit tighter.

“There,” he said and pointed.

She had to stand up to see what he was pointing at.

“A house with smoke coming out of the chimney.”

“How far away is it?” she asked. “Do we have enough gas to get there? “She heard him curse softly and her heart sank.

“I don’t know. The going will be tough. We’ll have to wind our way through the trees.”

She frowned. “Why can’t we go down the meadow in front of us?” She stared at the wide patch of fresh snow directly in front of them. There were no trees, nothing to block their way. They could go down and then turn a bit to the left to get to the cabin. It would save a lot of time.

“We have no idea what’s under the snow or how deep it is. It would be dangerous to go that way. We’d be totally exposed since the snow has stopped. They’d see us immediately if they came up here.”

“But I thought you said they’d be waiting at the bottom on the other side of the mountain. That’s why we went up instead of down.”

“That’s true, but we’ve been moving for an hour. They’ll eventually start up the mountain looking for us when we don’t show. We’ve got another hour tops.”

She touched his cheek as she sat back down. She wanted to say that she trusted his judgment and that she'd follow his lead, but it sounded corny and more, it made her vulnerable. That was the one thing in life she never, ever wanted to be. She'd worked too damn hard to get to the top, not only at work but at everything, and vulnerability had no place at the top.

Xavier twisted to look at her. She smiled. “Then we’d better get going. You know and I know that going through the trees means we run out of gas and we’ll have to walk from there. That’ll slow us down and make us wet and cold. I don’t mind being wet around you, but cold is another story. Going down is better.”

He stared at her for a beat and then laughed at her double-entendres. He gave her a self-satisfied smirk and brushed her lips still wearing that smile. “You’re right. It’s more dangerous but we’re kind of out of options.” He leaned in and gave her a quick kiss. “Hold on tight.”

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