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When I rolled the condom over his thick length, he shuddered against me, his breath stuttering. “Fuck, Theo. I know I’m not gonna last. Not this time.”
“Me neither.” I let him drag me back into the pool, our bodies entwined and our mouths and tongues sliding together. He pushed me back up against the far edge, and this time, he reached down between us, gripping my hips, and lined me up with his dick.
He lowered me so slowly, but it still burned.
I didn’t care. I’d take anything for him.
When he was fully inside me, he remained still, one hand cupping my ass, the other coming up to thread through my wet hair. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” I smiled at him, breathing through the stretch and allowing my body time to adjust to the feeling of being completely filled. “Just…just go slow until I get used to it.”
“I’ll go as slow as you need me to.” He kissed me again. “You’re so fucking tight around my dick. So good.”
“Fuck, baby.” I ran my tongue over his plush lips and then sucked his bottom lip between my own. “You taste so sweet. You feel so good inside me.”
We began to move together, slowly and leisurely, like we had all the time in the world. Jordan didn’t stop kissing and touching me, mouthing at my skin, little moans and cries falling from his lips as he fucked up into me, and I rode him, buoyed by the water, clinging onto his strong body.
“I—I tried to take it slow. Wanted it to last. But I—I—” Jordan shuddered, gripping me tightly as he thrust up, his head falling forwards to rest against mine. Panting hard, he wrapped his hand around my cock. Days of us experimenting with each other meant that he knew exactly how to bring me to the edge, and I came, so hard that I couldn’t breathe, my vision whiting out for a second.
When I came back to awareness, I stared in horror as a tear fell from Jordan’s lashes, streaking down his cheek. His lip trembled, and he sniffed hard. “S—sorry.”
“Baby. What’s the matter?” I kissed his tear away and then kissed his trembling lip, something inside me breaking apart, seeing him so upset.
“I—it’s all going to be over tomorrow. I—I don’t know what’s going to happen when we get home. I want everything to be okay, and I’m worried I—I’ve made things even worse.”
Oh, Jordan. I eased myself off him, taking care of the condom before leading him out of the pool. Wrapping him up in one of the villa’s huge, fluffy towels, I took him into my arms, pressing kisses to his head and face.
“You haven’t made anything worse. It’s going to be okay, I promise.” I hoped so badly that my words would prove to be true.
He blinked at me with wet lashes, his eyes so wide and sad. “I’m gonna miss you—uh, this. Being here.”
I’m going to miss you, too. I never could have envisioned any of this before the island, but in the time we’d been here, he’d become my rock, and I’d become his. It was such a departure from our previous relationship, and I wondered how we could have ever been so toxic with one another when he now felt like such an important part of my life.
“I’ll miss it, too. But everything will be okay when we get back. We’re friends now, aren’t we? We’ll get to preseason training with the rest of the team, and they’ll be blown away by how well we work together.”
His lips curved up at the corners, and the knot inside me eased. “Yeah. We’ll blow their minds with our skills. You’re right. I…I don’t know why I’m getting weird about it. I guess it’s just end-of-holiday blues, you know?”
“I know.”
We dried off and made our way inside. When we reached the bedroom, there wasn’t even a question of us sleeping apart. I pulled him down onto my bed with me and did my best to make him forget about his worries, prepping us both and then fucking him down into the mattress, covering him with my body while I whispered words against his skin, telling him how good he felt, how sexy he was, and how much I loved being inside him.
When he was finally asleep and I was still awake, I pulled him closer to me so that I was spooning him. Pressing a soft kiss to his hair, I swallowed around the lump in my throat.
After tomorrow, I’d be spending my nights alone again.
PART3
28
JORDAN
Slumped on my sofa, my legs kicked up on my coffee table, I scrolled listlessly through Netflix. Giving up, I threw the remote down next to me and then began scrolling through my phone. I hadn’t even posted to my social media since I’d received my phone back, but I couldn’t muster up any enthusiasm. Post-holiday blues were a thing. Even though we’d been sent to the island for therapy, it had ended up being a retreat, a hideaway from the world with the man that had gone from being my enemy to my friend.
Two days ago—or was it three? The ridiculously long flights and jet lag were messing with my head—I’d been in bed with my teammate. Now I was back at home, surrounded by my own things, and it almost felt like the past few weeks had been a dream. An incredibly vivid dream involving things I’d never actually dreamed of, but even so, it almost didn’t feel real.
My phone buzzed in my hand.
Reuben:
