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Was I jealous?
Whether I was or not didn’t matter. All I knew was she wasn’t going to sucker Killian into liking her back.
This bitch was going down.
* * *
“Are you sure?”Killian whispered in my ear. I could hear how excited he was, and I could feel it pressing against my leg as he lay half on his side and half on me. His bedroom was large, and looming, and the idea of his brothers coming in at any time was a little disconcerting. We’d left my friends downstairs to drink more and party while we snuck away. I was both excited and nervous as hell. I knew Killian was experienced. He’d been with girls before, and although that made me jealous as all get out, I had him now.
“Yes,” I whispered back. “Hurry up, before they find us.”
Even though it was dark in the room, I could see the shadow of his face through the moonlight shining through the window. He was smiling, and it calmed me like nothing else in this world.
He bowed his head, his lips drifting across mine. He put his hand up to the side of my face, his calloused fingertips causing a ripple of friction that coursed through my body. He slid his hand down over my breasts, tickling my hardened nipple. His tongue tangled with mine, and I felt a sudden warmth spread over me, and inside of me. My nerves felt like they were on fire, my pussy was throbbing and I could finally understand what they meant by “getting wet”. It felt oddly uncomfortable, and I didn’t want him to go down there. I didn’t want him to feel that.
I tried to shift my body away so that I could hide the fact that I was so wet down there but he had a strong hold of me. His lips left mine and he started to trail his way down to my neck. When his tongue traced a pattern on my neck, I felt my hips buck of their own volition and a moan escaped from my throat.
Killian’s hand moved down my body, and pulled my panties away. I could feel the cool air hit my wet pussy and I gasped in surprise. Killian moved lower, putting his fingers over my pussy, diving in between my labia and starting to rub along the wetness on either side.
Without warning, his finger slid into me. I felt the pressure building as he tried to go further. My body was pulling away from him, I could feel myself moving up on the bed.
“Relax,” he said softly.
I did, somehow, I found a way to relax as he slowly moved his finger around inside of me. The pain was there, but not to the extent it had been earlier. I could feel myself starting to enjoy the sensation of his finger massaging me from the inside. My hips began to roll around, my legs becoming active as I moaned out his name.
That seemed to spark something in him and he pulled down his pants. I looked, but couldn’t see him in the dark as he nudged my legs wider. My heartrate picked up, right as he looked at me and moved in between my legs. I could feel his hard cock next to my leg as he leaned down and kissed me. I was so wrapped up in the kiss that I almost didn’t realize what he was doing. His hand moved down between us. I felt a push and then the most excruciating pain as he pushed into me. He was slow at first, moving in and out, getting deeper and deeper with every push. I gasped as he hit my hymen and the pain that exploded inside of me took my breath for a moment. Killian took his time, making my comfort his priority. I loved him for that, even though I was sure this was probably killing him.
“I’m okay,” I said, my voice crackly. “Keep going.”
He kissed me again, and I melted into it, pushing the pain from my mind. He slowly moved into me again, and although it hurt, it was getting less painful with every move.
After a few more pumps, I could feel myself becoming more and more wet. I was starting to enjoy this. I moaned as Killian continued to pump into me, a strained look on his face.
“What’s wrong?” I asked him, concerned I was hurting him.
He grunted but didn’t say anything. My concern was quickly washed away as he pumped harder into me, sweat beading on his skin.
One more pump and Killian was groaning, as he pulled out from me and came onto the bed. I felt a little weird with him looking like he was in pain but I didn’t think he was. My pussy was aching, but I knew it was in a good way.
“Are you okay?” he asked me.
“Yes, are you?”
“Yeah,” he chuckled softly. “I’m great.”
I moved off the bed and went into the bathroom. I looked at my hair all over the place in the mirror and the way my body looked. I was flushed from our activity and I could see the blood on my inner thighs.
I’d read about that, but it hadn’t seemed to concern Killian.
I grabbed a bunch of toilet paper and wet it with water before I wiped away the remnants of my first time. Now that it was over, I couldn’t wait to do it again. I finished up and moved back to my clothes. Killian was already dressed. His shirt was still off though.
“Did you enjoy it?” he asked me. I could see the genuine concern on his face and in his voice.
“Yes, at first not so much but it got better.”
“Good,” he replied. “Next time it’ll be even better.”
I moved into his arms. He tilted my head up and kissed me. It wasn’t a hard or passionate kiss, it was a soft and tender one. One that promised much more than I could imagine. One that was hard to believe this was Killian, the son of the ruthless mob boss that ran our town, and who was grooming Killian to be just like him.
