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Whatever she saw on my face had her tensing. I knew she would have retreated even more if the counter wasn’t blocking her. I forced myself to relax as much as I could. I didn’t need her any more terrified of me than she already was.

But even if she feared me, it wouldn’t change the outcome of this situation… or her future with me.

And what future was that, exactly? What the fuck do you want with this girl?

I rubbed a hand over my face and leaned forward once more, watching her, pissed at myself because I couldn’t even answer that question.

I didn’t know what my intentions were aside from I needed her like fire needed oxygen. I wanted to be inside of her, to feel every inch of her. I wanted Liliana to look up at me with those enormous eyes, so wide and hesitant as I pushed into her tight pussy, as I felt her squeeze around me and heard her cry of shock.

And she would cry out because she was a virgin… because I was too big for her. Because I was too big for her to take comfortably at first.

Something dark and calm settled in me, and I slowly stood, keeping my gaze on her as I moved forward. She reached behind and gripped the edge of the counter, using it to stabilize her because her little body was shaking.

I was a fucking bastard, but the sooner she realized I had no soft edges to me, the stronger she’d be in this situation. And that’s what I needed her to be. I couldn’t handle her being weak. I didn't want her to break after this was all said and done.

And this was temporary. She was a means to an end. An itch to be scratched. Once my desire for her, this obsessive need to consume her faded, I’d go back to being the soulless, unfeeling fucker that I was.

I was a foot from where she stood. I took a moment to just inhale the scent of adrenaline pouring off of her. Her chest was rising and falling rapidly as her fear spiked.

God, she was so fucking hot as her fear consumed her, yet she stared at me right in the eyes and refused to back down.

My cock thickened, and the urge to reach down and stroke myself like a dirty bastard rode me hard. But there would be plenty of time to show her how depraved I was.

“I killed your worthless brother and father,” I said, low, deep, and in an even tone.

For a solid few seconds, she didn’t react, but then slowly she changed, her body absorbing what I’d just said. Although, she didn’t freak out, not at first. Her breathing slowed, her pupils contracted, and her shoulders sagged slightly. She looked… relieved.

I couldn’t stop myself as I reached out and snagged a piece of her long hair, rubbing it between my thumb and forefinger. The strand was like silk, and I gave it a little tug, then a little harder until her head canted to the side from the force.

“I strung them up like wild animals I’d just taken down in the woods.” I kept stroking her hair, and she let me, either too shocked or fearful to react. “I tore them open slowly and made sure they suffered.” My focus went to her healing bruise once more. I leaned down and ran the tip of my nose up the column of her throat, scenting her.

God, she smells incredible. She smells like all the good in this world I’ll never permanently have.

“And I enjoyed every fucking moment of it, Liliana.” Her neck muffled my words. I pulled back and looked down at her, this woman so tiny compared to me.

That seemed to snap her out of whatever calmness she felt because her breathing picked up once more, her pupils dilated, and she made a sound akin to a wounded animal thinking it was about to be slaughtered.

“You…” she paused, swallowing hard. “They’re dead?” Her mouth was slightly open, her jaw slack.

“Deader than dead, baby.” I slowly grinned. “I relished every second.”

“All over what they owed?” Her voice was soft but monotone, as if she wasn’t quite conscious of this conversation while she tried to comprehend it, work through it.

“Oh, sweetheart,” I brought that strand of hair I still had a hold of to my nose and inhaled again before rubbing it over my lips. “I would have killed them for looking at me wrong, but that’s not why I ended them.” I let go of her hair and touched the side of her face. She surprised the hell out of me by not shrinking back. “I killed them because of this.” I gently touched the bruise. “I saw this mark, knew one of them had done it—probably not the first time, baby—and I had to fucking make them pay.”

She blinked rapidly then shook her head. It was clear my actions and motive confused the fuck out of her. I couldn’t blame her because I felt the same way.

“You killed them… for me?”

She didn’t wait for me to answer as she placed her hands on my chest and pushed me back but not before I felt azingof electricity slam into me with that small touch.

“Why?” she whispered and closed her eyes. “Why me?” She kept shaking her head as if to clear it. I wanted to tell her this wasn’t a dream. This was her own personal nightmare.

I had no fucking clue how to answer that because I didn’t know why the hell I was doing any of this, either.

“Because I saw you, I wanted you, and I’ll do whatever the fuck I want to have you, Liliana.”

The air thickened, time stilled, and I knew she was about to run. What I didn’t expect was her kneeing me in the fucking balls. It was only because of my surprise that she got the upper hand on me.

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