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"Oh. Wait. Shit. No. I thought we were still talking about housework."
He swats me across the chest.
I grin. "Yes. I'm talking about sex."
"With me?"
I glance down at the litter. "Locky, these guys might only be five weeks old but even they know I'm talking about sex with you."
He looks down briefly at the kittens before pinning me with a look. "Why?"
"Why not?"
He frowns. Okay. Bad answer. I try again. "You need a fuck buddy. We live together. And I'm…"
Desperately infatuated with you.
Another thing I can't voice, so instead I go with, "I'm keen to…explore."
"Being with a guy?"
I nod.
"Would it be your first time with a man?"
"Yes."
Locky takes a deep breath and starts pacing, like he's running it over in his mind. I'm not offended. It's a big thing to offer, and he's right, he didn't seem all that keen on the idea of a fuck buddy last night. I suspected he went along with it to appease the others, and I'm starting to think I was right.
"I can't offer anything…emotional," he says, returning to my side.
"Who's talking about anything emotional?" I crack a smile, but for some reason, Locky only deepens his stare.
If I were the paranoid sort, I'd be starting to think he can see through my lie. But the only person I've ever spoken with about my feelings is Bishop, and there's no way he'd ever tell anyone else. Well, apart from Fulton, and I trust him as much as I trust my brother, so I've got no reason to suspect Locky's found out about my true feelings for him. So why is he studying me so intently?
"Just sex, then. Nothing else?" he confirms.
"Pure fornication," I say, widening my smile.
"When?"
I glance down at my wrist even though I'm not wearing a watch, then dart my eyes over to the enclosure. "Now? I have to be back here in a few hours for feeding. Think that's enough time?"
"A few hours?" Locky cackles. "Someone's pretty confident."
"I got game. I can back it up."
"Ya reckon?"
I laugh. "Yeah. Ireckon," I repeat back in my best Aussie accent.
He shakes his head, eyes glimmering. "Ironic, isn't it?"
"What's that?"
"I came out here thinking I'd bust you with a ciggie in your mouth…"
"When the only thing in my mouth is going to be your cock?" I finish for him.
