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“I don’t…” I start, but Javi looks at Dom the same way he’s looking at me, and my heart jumps in my chest as I think about what the fuck that could mean.
“Oh,” he says. “To be clear, I meant both of you.”
My heart skips a beat as I look between Javi and Dom. I’m not sure I’m ready for this, but I can’t deny that the idea of being with both of them, even just for one night, is incredibly appealing.
“Are you sure?” I ask, biting my lip nervously.
Javi nods, his hand still holding mine. “Absolutely. Unless you’re not interested?”
I shake my head quickly, feeling a flush creep up my neck. “No, I’m interested. I’m just… nervous, I guess.”
Dom chuckles, running a hand through his hair. “Don’t worry, we’ll take good care of you.”
I don’t know when he decided they were a team. I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about it. But fuck it. It’s been a hell of a night.
At this point, it won’t be a problem if it gets a little bit weirder.
Alana
IfollowJavitohis room, Dom standing closely behind me. We don’t take the elevator, we take the stairs. I’m glad we do because it gives me plenty of time to think about whether I want to do this or not.
I do.
I really want to do this.
As we take each step, my entire body seems to tingle with anticipation. I can vaguely hear Devon and Londyn in my head, telling us not to do this, but they weren’t the ones to rescue me. My adrenaline is still pumping.
If I explain, I’m sure Devon will understand.
I’m tired, and I look like shit, and I can’t believe this is something that they want to do–but when else am I going to get the chance to do this?
So I do it. After a little bit of chatter, a few assurances that we only need to go as far as I want, I follow Javi all the way to his room, my heart racing with anticipation.
Before he opens the door, Javi looks at me, his eyes narrowing. “We can just talk,” he says. “If that’s what you want.”
“Or I can walk you back to your room,” Dom says. “No big deal.”
I shake my head. I appreciate that they’re giving me an out, but I don’t want one. I want to go through with this.
There’s a part of me that feels like I need to go through with this.
I’ve never been with two men before, but the thought of it sends shivers down my spine.
And I’m on tour. I’ll never see these people again. If it’s a bad experience, well, fuck it. I’ll just go home and I’ll never think about it again.
I meet Javi’s gaze. “I want this,” I say.
“Okay,” he replies. “As long as you’re sure.”
“She said she wants this,” Dom says from behind me, his hand on my shoulder. He’s not gripping me tightly, his touch is just enough to remind me that he’s there.
That we can bolt at any time we want.
I don’t want to bolt.
I want to be here.
I just want some release. I don’t want to think about dying in an elevator, and there are these two hot guys here, and they both seem willing and happy to distract me. I could go back to the band and spill my guts, but I just want to fuck and be fucked and not think.
