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“Sorry, I’ve been holding this in for too long.”
He lunged at me, pinning me on the seat as he kissed me, showing me exactly how excited I’d made him. “Can we get out of here?”
“Your first time, Rick. I don’t want to tempt you into having a frenzied thing when it should be soft.”
He groaned and bit at my bottom lip. “I know we have a lot to talk about, Kanan, but I want to fuck rough. I want to take you hard, make you scream, loud, rough, and know that every second, I’m inside of you.”
His voice, his hand on my leg, his hot breath, Rick was keeping me on the edge of sanity, and what was worse, he knew it. “Rough. Yeah, rough.”
“But you’re right,” Rick whispered, then pulled back and set both hands on the table. “It should be nice the first time. I may be way ahead of myself, but I want my first man to be my last.”
My heart did a jump into my throat. “Rick…that is getting ahead of both of us, but for the record, I…don’t take this lightly.”
“I suppose we need to do a lot more talking.”
His eyes fell on me as he turned his head. They were concerned, but his smile belied that, as it was crooked and wicked.
“Talking can include touching,” I broached. "For now, we can watch the shows and make out."
“Oh, it’s going to include a lot of touching.”
I moved into his side as he raised his arm, laughing. “Rick…I’m happy right now.”
“Kanan, me too. Is it crazy of me to be scared to death for this night to end?”
“No,” I said, and I rested a hand on his taut belly, then he kissed my cheek. “I’m scared too, but not as scared as I should be. Especially with the big reminder in this very club of how badly a love can end.”
“He’s not me, Kanan,” Rick asserted, grabbing my face, and turning it to him. “I’m not him.”
“No. I guess that’s why I’m not as scared as I should be.”
I received a smile for that, and he held me tightly as Damon got on stage to announce a throuple that would be performing a bullwhipping. The Dom and one submissive would both use bullwhips on the third in their relationship, and I felt Rick stiffen.
“Is that too much?”
“No. I’ve watched it before, but I’ve never done it.”
I whispered again in his ear, “Just so you know, I’m not opposed to that or the roughness you want.”
“Stop whispering in my ear, it’s making me crazy.”
We laughed and it felt so good, even when I saw Jeffery and his new partner walk by the table, hand in hand, my jealousy was gone, and I didn’t feel sadness or anger. He was just another person from my past and I was sitting with my future. Or the guy I hoped would be in my future.
Rick was watching me as Jeffery walked by and then pulled me close. “If he so much as looks at you, I’ll bar him from the town.”
“I’m going to like being with the mayor. Oh, the power,” I purred and kissed him.
“And great parking spots too,” he said, laughing. “All the perks.”
We had a good time watching the whipping, but we got so heated from it that we decided to leave the club right after the show. Burke met us by the back door as we attempted to sneak out of it. “You both look happier than you were earlier. Good for you.”
“We’re…seeing what comes of it,” I said cautiously. “But thanks for helping him.”
Burke shook Rick’s hand. “It was a pleasure. Joel wants everyone he knows to be happy, so once he gets riled, everyone is on board.”
“I knew I loved Joel,” I said.
“I look forward to getting to know him better. He’s been…rather shy around me.”
