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“Eythos wasn’t the only one who paid the price for Kolis losing Sotoria. The cost for Eythos was Mycella’s life.” Wisps of eather stirred violently in Attes’s irises. “But many others were caught in that rise of violence—friends, parents, lovers, favored draken.” His lips thinned, and his features tightened with the kind of pain that never really went away. The word he spoke next was low, sounding as if it came from the depths of his soul. “Children.”
Oh, gods. A tremor went through me.
“When I tried to stop him… This?” He gestured to the scar once more. “This is what a bone of an Ancient wielded by a Primal of Death can do.”
I’d suspected something like that had happened. The loss of a lover or even a Consort. But… I had a feeling what Kolis took from Attes had been a part of him. “I didn’t know.”
“How could you?” he asked. “Our losses are our stories to share. Nyktos, being born of that kind of loss, would’ve respected that.”
My heart twisted as my gaze tracked over the scar. The ones I couldn’t see were likely far deeper. Godsdamn, my heart hurt. “I’m sorry.”
“So am I.” He closed his eyes. “Is that a good enough reason for you?”
Clearing my throat, I blinked back tears. “Yes.”
The eather in his eyes had slowed when he reopened them. “I’ve never stood with Kolis. Not truly.”
“Then I have a question for you.” Anger returned to my voice. “Has it never occurred to you to share this with Nyktos?”
“Why would I do that?” he countered. “I’ve never known where Nyktos really stands when it comes to Kolis.”
My brows shot up. “Are you kidding? He hates—”
“Hating someone doesn’t mean you will cease serving them, especially if doing so benefits you,” he cut in. “Confiding in him without knowing his true thoughts and intentions was a risk to my Court and everyone who relies on me.”
Indignation rose. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “He never would’ve turned you over to Kolis.”
“You think that?”
I met his stare. “I know that.”
Attes laughed softly. “You have no idea what any of us has done or what we are capable of if backed into a corner. And that includes Nyktos.”
I started to argue, but thought about that one decent bone Ash claimed to have that belonged to me and only me. I knew he had far more goodness in him than that. What he did for the Chosen he could save, the young Pax, who he’d rescued from the streets, and countless others were proof of that. But there was a cool ruthlessness to Ash. I’d seen it.
“There used to be a time when we trusted one another,” Attes said, his voice taking on a distant quality. “When we Primals worked together for the betterment of Iliseeum and the mortal realm. That time has long since passed. And while Nyktos’s dislike of Kolis was clear to anyone who remotely paid attention, he was still loyal when it came down to it.”
“He did what he could to make a stand against Kolis,” I hissed. “But he had no choice but to serve him.”
“Exactly.” Attes threw up his hands in frustration. “None of us has had much of a choice, Seraphena.”
I looked away. His reasons for not confiding in Ash were valid…and yet not good enough for me. “So, what’s different now?”
“You,” he said. My fingers pressed into my arms. “You are the reason things are different now.”
“Because of the embers?”
“Because within you resides the only one who can kill Kolis. The one who can end this. And everything must be done to protect her.”
Tension poured into my body, causing the embers to hum. I shouldn’t be surprised to hear concern for literally anything but me. Usually, it was my duty or the embers. It was never me.
Until Ash.
A sharp slice of pain hit my chest, but I breathed through it, focusing on what Attes had said. Or rather what he hadn’t. “You mean I am the only one who can stop Kolis.”
“No, Seraphena,” he said, his tone heavy. “I do not.”
My body flashed cold as I stared at Attes. “What are you saying?”
