Page 61 of The Savage


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I don’t want you to go …already been said.

This was the best week of my life …true, but still not enough.

I’d give anything for more time …fucking pathetic.

I wrap my arms around her, crushing her against my chest, angry at her and at myself. I’ve never been like this before—I’ve always known what to do.

The impulse to snatch her up and throw her back in the car is overwhelming.

Instead I let go, regretting it the moment I feel the cold emptiness between my arms.

Sabrina gives me one last look, her eyes huge and dark in her stiff face.

She pulls her suitcase away without either of us saying anything at all.

I stand by the car like a fucking fool, wondering how I got so attached.

I’m not some weak-willed romantic. Before I met Sabrina, I couldn’t give a shit about women—all I cared about was building my business. All I needed was my brothers.

Then I saw her and everything changed.

I came to Croatia to win her over, telling myself she could be an asset, just like Sloane said. And I still believe I was right about that. But that’s not why I’m here. That’s not why I want her to come with me.

All I want is Sabrina beside me.

I want that wild look in her eye, that quick wit, that fucking fire, the only flame I’ve encountered that burns hotter than mine.

Without her, I’m dull and unmotivated, unable to raise the slightest interest in my journey back home or what I’ll do once I get there.

I stand by the car so long that the parking attendant passes by twice to chastise me. Still I stay, a fool till the end.

A jumbo jet rises in the air—Sabrina’s airline, probably her plane. It soars up like a bird, glinting in the sun, hateful to me in every way.

Watching it shrink in size and fly away from me is one of the most painful things I’ve experienced.

I didn’t think it would hurt this much. I thought I was ready.

I take several deep breaths, knowing I have to return to the house. I’ll have to mask this sick churning in my guts while Rafe tries to rib me and my mother scans my face for the evidence of what she senses but is too kind to say out loud.

I should have hidden it better all along. I shouldn’t have exposed myself like this.

It was impossible. I fell for Sabrina like a boulder tumbling off a cliff. The boulder was the size of a house. Now it’s landed on my chest.

When the plane disappears in the clouds, I finally turn back to the car.

Only to hear my name screamed at top volume: “ADRIK!!!”

If I could bottle that joy that bubbles up in me like pure, liquid sunshine, I’d be the richest man in the world.

Before I can even turn, she’s leaping into my arms. She’s breathtaking, she literally steals the breath from my lungs, hair streaming behind her like a banner, face illuminated with radiant light, hands outstretched to me, skin flushed with sprinting. Her scent hits me—heady and warm, mocha and almond. I gulp it down, my whole head floating, high as a kite.

Nothing has ever felt better than her trembling body clasped tight in my arms.

She’s shaking against me, clinging to me with all her strength, her arms around my neck, legs around my waist. She kisses me over and over, on my mouth, my cheeks, my forehead, my lips again.

I squeeze her too hard, I must be hurting her but I can’t stop.

She came back. She came back to me.

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