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And I can’t stop.
“Oh my God,” she sighs, her voice a breathy little whimper that shoots straight to my balls. My spine tingles. “So good. It feels so good.”
“Fuck,” I grunt, squeezing my cock harder. I’ve only just started and unlike before, upstairs with that girl, I don’t want it to end. I don’t want to come. Not like this. Not to her.
Yet, I still don’t stop. My cock is purple and swollen from my punishing grip. Chase’s phone is creaking under the pressure of my tight fist.
But I keep pumping, keep fucking myself to the sight of Eve naked and writhing before me.
“Please,” she begs no one, her head thrashing side to side just out of view. Her golden hair caresses her hard nipples and my mouth waters with the need to suck. To bite. “Please, please, please.”
“Come,” I grunt, my brows furrowed, my teeth aching from the force of my anger. “Come for me.”
She nods as if she can hear me, letting me slip further into my delusions as she fucks herself harder with her fingers. Her other hand reaches up, finding her nipple blindly. She pinches hard and I feel it shoot through my body as though it’s me she’s touching.
Rough. My girl likes it rough.
Things have changed.
“I’m gonna come for you,” she cries. “Just for you.”
In the moment, I believe her. I let her words sink into my skin, let them penetrate so deep, they reach my fucking soul.
Precum is covering my fist, gliding my movements in an erotic, brutal dance. My eyes home in on her thick hips as they tighten around her small fist, squeezing so hard, her skin turns red. I pick up the pace, licking my lips as the familiar tingle shoots through me.
Eve screams, her beautiful body shuddering in ecstasy. Like there’s some kind of invisible string tethering us together, I explode, coating my hand and chest in a release that feels never ending. It’s so long, so potent, I cry out.
My heart pounds in my ears, creating a dizzying whoosh. When it finally clears, silence descends upon me and the weight of it is stifling. I glance down, seeing a still image of Eve’s body in front of the camera. A before shot with a play button over her covered tits, taunting me.
Chase’s phone flies from my hand, colliding with the brick wall and clattering onto the cement floor. The screen is shattered and black, a visceral reflection of the rage bellowing inside of me.
I rip my shirt over my head, cleaning the evidence of my mistake from my skin as though it never happened.
Unfortunately, I know it did. And with the way the images of Eve are burned behind my eyelids, I have no doubt tonight is yet another mistake I’ll never be able to rid myself of.
“What the fuck?” Chase shouts, charging into my room, his eyes wide and frantic.
Dropping down onto my bed, I shoot him the middle finger and close my eyes, still panting heavily. “I owe you a new phone.”
“Fuck,” I mutter, brushing sweaty strands of hair off my forehead with the back of my flour-covered hand. I shoot an irritated look at the ball of dough in front of me, willing it to rise the way it should have.
I poke it. No spring. “Dammit.”
The sound of Dreams by Fleetwood Mac wafting through the sticky, heated kitchen is the only thing keeping me from having a full-blown Oli-level meltdown right now.
After a week of living alone, I have to admit I’m not very excited about going back to my previous lifestyle.
Isaac’s been taking these training trips for as long as I can remember. I know he’s doing the Lord’s work. That he’s following his calling in training new congregation members and hopeful preachers. I know he’s giving back in the way he feels necessary.
He’d once told Mama he does it because everyone deserves the kind of second chance she and Daddy gave him after he lost Cami. That everyone, even the worst of the worst, deserves a chance to know God.
I get it. I really do.
But sometimes, I question it. Not Isaac. But the Lord. Faith. Religion as a whole.
Actually, I find myself questioning it a lot lately.
Regardless, I’m thankful for the times Isaac’s away. The times I’m free to do and be as I please. I may not be able to get away with leaving the state, but I do get a taste at what my life will be like soon. As soon as I’ve saved enough to make my dreams come true.
