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Xeno gives me a pout, but it’s not going to help—I don’t make the rules and the consequences of breaking them don’t bear thinking about. They would be worse than him leaving, far worse. And while he might be leaving, he will be coming back.

“It has to happen. He can come back tomorrow,” I remind Xeno. Though we’re demons and breaking rules kind of goes with the territory, we can’t break these.

“I’ll be back tomorrow.” Everly’s words are as fierce as I’ve ever heard him speak. “I promise.”

And I know he will be. I trust in him.

CHAPTERFIVE

I’ve done everything they asked.

I went back and came away again. Leaving them this time was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Ever. My time with them, though really short was better than any of my previous stays with them. I didn’t want to go – they didn’t want me to go, but apparently it’s the rules, so I did.

Now though, now I’ve left my job behind, brought a bag of things that I need so I can stay.

I haven’t slept, I haven’t eaten. I’ve just gotten myself ready for them. This is it.

Now I’m at the building, and I don’t hesitate. I go in and up to the thirteenth floor. I’m buzzing with anticipation. I have been since I got in the elevator to go home yesterday, knowing I could come back, that I could stay.

My ass is still filled with the plug they put in me and my cock is soft, has been since they gave me the potion just before I left. I still need—I ache with it, and yet my cock is small. It’s incredible. I need them so badly. I know if this was happening to someone else, I’d wonder if they’d been drugged, but I know it’s not that. Or if it is, it’s Xeno and Zoro themselves who are the drug. But I’m not just addicted to them; I need how they make me feel, physically and emotionally. I know that the way they need me is a once-in-a-lifetime thing and I’m not going to give it up. I’m going to grab it and hold onto it, because it’s mine.

The elevators come to their smooth, quiet stop, the doors sliding open just as silently. No expense has been spared here to keep the place running in top shape. I step off them and head for the intimidating black marble desk, the doors I want right next to it. The guy behind the desk gives me a warm smile and a nod—he clearly remembers me—and the doors open immediately, no hesitation. “Welcome back,” he tells me.

Welcome back indeed.

“Thank you. Have a great day.” I’m going to.

I’m going home.

I walk down the corridor, not even worried that they might not be in the big room at the end. They’ve met me there every time I’ve come here and they’ll be there today, because today is the day I can come to stay. I know they’re waiting for me—know it—like I know my next breath is coming.

I hurry toward them, my heart pounding as they draw me to them.

And there they are, sitting on the big round couch. The moment they see me, they stand and come toward me. Their arms wrap around me and they pull me to them. Oh. Oh, Icanbreathe again.

“You came back,” Xeno sounds so very happy.

“I’m here. I brought a bag. You said I could come home now.” I smile at them. “I love you.”

“We love you too!” Xeno squeezes me tight, and Zoro just smiles, the look totally wicked.

“We have the machine set up for you in our rooms. Soon you’ll be able to take our cocks.” Zoro’s look becomes even more wicked, and my head is flooded with that image again—the one of me on the machine, mouth and hole being pounded by huge dildos while my lovers with their even bigger cocks masturbate over me. Only now in this image they are fully demonized, horns and all.

“Did you take your potion, baby boy?” Xeno asks. “Are you soft for us?”

They know I did—I drank it in front of them, but clearly it makes them happy for me to admit it to them. My cheeks are on fire, but I nod. I did. The potion tastes sweet, like honey and milk. And it hasn’t made me need any less. I guess I thought if I was soft all the time, I wouldn’t ache so badly, but the inverse is true—I seem to want more than ever. Maybe that’s just a result of knowing them. “I did. I’ve been soft ever since, but you were right, the need isn’t soft. At all.”

“Excellent. Let’s go to our rooms. I want to eat you up, and I can’t do it properly out here.” Zoro takes my bag from me and slings it over his own shoulder, then gets us all moving back down the hall, totally ignoring everyone else.

I have no problem with that—all my focus is on my lovers, on the fact that I’m home now. I have nothing to go back to outside of this club. Hell, I had nothing to go back to before, not really. Anyone can be a barista; only I can be Xeno and Zoro’s lover.

“Shh. We have you now,” Xeno croons to me softly, hand sliding across my ass.

“Yes. I’m here. I’m yours. All yours.” And I’m so happy.

We tumble into their—our—rooms, and my attention immediately goes to the machine in the center of it. It’s not the first time I’ve seen it, but it is the first time I really look at it, the huge dildos glistening in the light. It makes me nervous and excited, the emotions swirling together in my belly.

“Naked first,” Zoro says.

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