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A future that includes these two rocking chairs that I made with my two hands.
When we move into our forever home, these chairs will be on our front porch just like my grandparents had.
We will sit in these chairs, hold hands, and watch the sun set from that porch.
We will rock our children and then our grandchildren to sleep in these chairs.
Then when we are old and gray, we will rock through our twilight years.
This is us, babe. This is what we have. Forever. Just trust in it and we will make it happen.
I can barely make out the last words because the happy tears are rolling so fast. Trask loves me. I look up and Trask is in front of me on bended knee. I didn’t even hear him walk up. I drop the letter.
“I love you, darlin’, and I will be the luckiest man in this world if you will agree to be my wife.” Trask’s voice is deep, and I feel it all the way to my core. The love I see in his eyes takes my breath away.
“You don’t know me, Trask. You only know the stories I told you. You don’t know everything about my past or my family.” I want this with Trask but if it’s going to end, it needs to end now. As much as I will be devastated, if we wait a year or two down the road then I wouldn’t recover.
“Are you ever going to do any of the things that you have done in the past?” Trask asks. He’s looking at me like I am the most precious thing he has ever seen but I know I’m not.
“No, never, I’m not that person anymore. I won’t let myself be. I want to make my sister proud of me even if we can’t ever be together again.” I look at Trask closely, and I can see that he wants this too. I just can’t saddle him with a broken woman. “I’m always going to be an addict even if I never touch another drug. I am always going to have triggers. I am always going to take my recovery one day at a time. I’m stronger now but I’ll never be cured.” Trask moves closer to me and takes my hands.
“I know I can’t do the work for you, but I can work with you. If we are open and honest with each other and keep the lines of communications open, there is nothing that we can’t conquer together,” Trask says sincerely.
“Your family hates me. What if more men come after me?” I try to take my hand out of Trask’s.
“They aren’t too happy with me right now either, but I don’t care. We are our own family. I will protect you with my life. You are safe with me. Do you still love me, Kelly? Love is all that matters, the rest is just details that can be ironed out or we can move off by ourselves.” I know Trask is telling me the truth and my heart swells with more love than I ever thought I could have for someone. “Marry me. We’ll show them all that we are meant to be.”
“Yes, I’ll marry you. I love you so damn much.” Trask takes a ring out of his pocket and slips it on my finger.
“I’ll spend the rest of my life making you happy. I’m a man and I know I will screw it up down the road and piss you off, but I will always make it better and love you through it.” I look at the ring, Not that it makes a difference this isn’t about rings. Trask picks me up bridal style and I laugh for the first time since I left Comfort.
“Where are you taking me?” I ask, not really caring as long as we are together.
“To our bed in our home. I have the bedroom finished, and I set a bed set in there so we could spend our first night engaged in our new home,” Trask tells me.
“Is the house ready?” I ask.
“Nope, but I’ll keep you warm. All we need is a bed.” Trask kisses me and I don’t ask any more questions. All I need is Trask.
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Trask
I look deep in my woman’s eyes. Eyes I was beginning to think I would never see again. I look at her lips and damn those lips look kissable. I bend my head down and take her lips and mouth. I delve my tongue in. Then I lick her lips lightly and delve deeper into her mouth. I hear her suck in air wildly, trying to get the air in as I feast on her mouth. It’s been too long. I missed this mouth and her taste. I explore every part of her mouth as if it is the first time I have tasted her.
I tear myself away and am breathing just as harshly as my woman. My gaze goes to her breasts and they are the perfect shape and size—more than a handful or a mouthful. I cup her breast in my hand and bring her nipple to my mouth, tasting and teasing the hard nipple. I kiss and lick, then bite playfully, taking just a nip and then licking over it to take away the sting. She arches her back into me and I do the other tit the same way.
I see Kelly swallow and I watch her throat. My dick is jealous. I can imagine my cock in Kelly’s hot little mouth and swallowing my cum.Calm down, Trask, in good time.
I can feel Kelly’s pulse ramping up as I rub my chin against her pulse point. My woman’s eyes never leave mine and she reaches to try to touch me. It has been too long since I have been inside her and if she touches me, I will explode like some damn teenager. I can’t have that, so I push her hands away. I put my mouth next to Kelly’s ear and whisper, “Just feel, baby.” Kelly moans. Kelly’s breathing has gone jittery, and she arches her back. My baby has missed me too. I kiss the curve of her neck again and run my tongue in light licks.
“Please, Trask, I need you.” I love when my woman begs. I undress Kelly, kissing her along the way leaving trails of kisses, licks and nips. I shuck my clothes as fast as I can. I stand there with my erection distended and hard as a steel.
I let my hands explore Kelly’s body and then cup her sex. I rub my palm across the wet lips until Kelly is rocking her body with a rhythm trying to reach an orgasm. I can feel her juices wetting my hand. I let it slide and feel a slight quiver in her body. I pull my hand away.
“No. I’m almost there, please,” Kelly moans out in a deep voice.
“Not until I am inside you,” I tell my woman. I have never seen any woman as beautiful as Kelly is right now.
