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“No, I want more. I need it, Raider.” I look down at Billie and see she’s lost in her need for more.
“Anytime you want something, it’s good to express it to me, babe. But we need to go slow and if I kept that up, you were going to come. Patience, we want to come together the first time. Don’t you want to feel the way we are when we come together?” Billie’s eyes are full of lust and desire. I feel those same things. Billie pushes me on my back and climbs on top of me. She starts giving me a taste of my own medicine. Her hands are all over me and when she takes my cock in her hand and starts to stroke me, it’s my back coming off the bed. It makes my eyes close and I feel her wet hot mouth on me. I must hold myself back from pushing her head further down on my cock. She may be unexperienced but damn, I can’t remember a time when a woman’s touch has felt so fucking good. She licks my balls and I pull her up to me. “If you want to be on top, then you can control your pain, or I will be on top and will try to go slow. Just this first time, and then we can get as creative as you want.” I’m shocked when she stays on top and takes control. She doesn’t give me time to react or to even try to slow down. She lines me up with her wet pussy and slides down me fast. I look at my woman’s eyes and I see the pinch of pain. Then I see it clear, and she starts to move. I’m lost in the euphoria my body is feeling. I roll us over and take control. I slide in fast and then slow. I make sure she’s with me in this feeling taking over my body. She is just as gone. She wraps her long legs around my back and grabs hold. Her pussy has the tightest grip on my cock. I’m sliding in and out of her body. I feel the trembles in her body start again. We’re both soaked with sweat. Our bodies are in unison as we glide with each other. I reach my hand between us and I stroke her clit. I feel the first of the spasms in her body and I bottom out in her. It’s like she fits me like a glove. I feel the burn at my lower back and I know I’m not going to last much longer. I double the motion of gliding over the hard nub between us and I start a relentless pace of strokes in and out of Billie.
“Oh fuck, so good.” Billie’s voice spurs me on and I bottom out in her and then pull back, almost sliding out of her. I pull her tit in my mouth the easiest way I can and I lavish her nipple with attention. I bite the tip of her nipple and my woman comes undone in my arms. Her body sucks me in and I let myself go. We experience our first orgasms together and it’s the hottest thing I have ever experienced. I keep my pace until I feel the last of Billie’s spasms work through her body. We’re both out of breath and coming down from the euphoric high. I pull Billie to my sweaty body, her skin as overheated as mine. I kiss my woman, and I know that we’ll be doing this same thing years from now. I won’t accept anything else. I let Billie go so she can recover, and I get up and go clean myself up in the bathroom, and then get a warm cloth for Billie. It’s then I realize we forgot one important thing. We didn’t use a condemn. I know I’m safe. I get a yearly check up twice a year for insurance purposes, and Billie’s first time was with me. I don’t want to upset Billie so I keep this to myself for now. We can discuss it tomorrow. I forget the warm rag and turn the bath water on and look under the sink. I see some salts and milk bath in there and I pour both into the tub. I go back to get Billie and she’s on her side, sound asleep. She’s breathtaking. I go back into the bathroom and turn the water off. I climb into bed and snuggle up to the back of my woman and let sleep take me. This is the best night of my life.
14
Billie…
I wake up in the bed alone. I reach for Raider’s side and it’s cold. I sit up in bed and I feel a twinge between my legs. Nothing major but it reminds me that I gave my virginity to Raider last night, as if all the other aches in my body wouldn’t tell me that. None of them are bad just a little annoying. I’m a woman now. I’m Raider’s woman. I look around and I see a sheet of paper on the bedside table. I reach over to get it and I feel the aches in my body. I see a bottle of water sitting there with two ibuprofens. I take the ibuprofens and drink half the bottle of water. I pick the note up and read it.
Billie,
I wanted to watch you sleep all day but I had a call from Buzz and had to hit the road. Take the ibuprofens and get some rest today. Soak in the tub for a while, it will help with the little pains. I know you were taking the guilt I would have had for hurting you away from me. Last night was more than I ever expected. I have claimed my woman and I am never letting you go. You’re stuck with me. I love you, beautiful, and I’m never going to be the same again. I don’t want to be either. I sent a couple of my brothers over to work in your place today but your mom said she had it covered. Frannie is waiting around to talk to you in case you have any questions. I’ll be back tonight to hold you in my arms like I wish I could be doing right now.
I love you, beautiful.
I fold the piece of paper up to my chest and clutch it to my heart. I love this man. I look at the clock on the wall and it’s nearly two o’clock in the afternoon. I have never slept this late in my life, not even when I was sick. I wrap the sheet around me and start my bath water. I do what Raider told me. Not because he told me to but because I think it will help to soak a little while. When I get out of the tub, I rinse it out good and then go through the closet and get some clothes my mom put in there. I go through the dresser and find panties and bra and then I get dressed. I go back into the bathroom and brush my teeth and hair and then I do something that I don’t normally do every day. I blow dry my hair and brush it until it shines. I leave my hair down and flowing today. I straighten up the rest of the apartment and then gather the towels and sheets for me to wash.
My mom is sitting in the kitchen with coffee in front of her waiting for me. She has a smile plastered on her face but it doesn’t reach her eyes. She’s anxious. “I thought you and Raider might have had a fight this morning when he was leaving so early, but he assured me you went to sleep last night and he didn’t want to wake you when Buzz called this morning. He sent two of his prospects from his club to work on the farm today but I told him it wasn’t necessary. The farm wouldn’t fall apart with you out for just one day. Not sure if we could stand two days, though.” My mom laughs and it does reach her eyes. She’s just worried about me.
“Mom, I’m fine. Last night was something fairy tales are made of. I am so in love with Raider. If he changed his mind now, it would crush me.” I tell my mom my greatest fear.
“That young man is going nowhere. He had so much love in his eyes this morning that I think it hurt him to leave you. Did everything go alright? Any questions for me?” Mom is trying to be delicate, and that just isn’t her.
“Mom, relax. There is nothing different today than it was yesterday. You are still my best friend and the only one I will ever talk to about my problems except for Raider.” That relaxes Mom a little bit. “It kind of freaks Raider out that I discuss everything with you. I would never talk about the most intimate details of our relationship with you but Raider needs to get over it.” Mom relaxes now, and she is back to just my mom. “Not going into specifics but I took the option of Raider hurting me away from him and did it myself. I hated how he was being so uptight about it. It was just a twinge of pain and it was temporary. Raider just couldn’t bring himself to hurt me. That’s all. No questions for now but maybe later. I can’t believe I fell asleep afterward and didn’t wake up until about forty minutes ago.”
“You work yourself too hard. I want you to start taking one day a week off from everything. I’ll figure out the kids. We have farmhands who can handle the farm and you can take one day a week away from studying. Get you a delightful book and curl up and read or take the day for you and Raider. You have been running yourself into the ground since your dad died. It’s time I take some of these responsibilities back. It’s just one day a week. Your book event is coming up soon and I know you’ve promised me all these things just to let you go. You’re a grown woman and you don’t need my permission anymore. You also don’t need any more responsibilities. Act your age for once in your life and enjoy this time with Raider. Young love only lasts so long and then life sets in. That man is going to have you married before too long unless the two of you have decided to live in sin for a while, which I have no problem with.” Mom is serious.
“I thought maybe when Raider doesn’t need to be at the club, we can stay in the barn apartment for a bit. Just so we can get used to being in each other’s space.” My mom smiles.
“That would be fine with me as long as you two clean up after yourselves and you keep it PG-13 in front of your brother and G in front of your sister. I don’t want a discussion with Maggie about the birds and the bees until she’s older and hopefully calmer. I know I don’t need to say this to you because you have always been responsible. You just let Raider know and we won’t have any problems.” I know this is exactly what Mom wants. She doesn’t want Raider or me deciding to get an apartment somewhere else.
“You know I have your number. Raider and I haven’t even discussed living arrangements. I’m in no hurry with any of that. It will come as it comes. I’m not sure where Raider’s head is in all this,” I assure Mom. “Raider and I had our first night together last night. Give us a minute to catch our breath.”
“Better talk it out now than argue about it later. If he brings it up, talk about it. I’m just giving you an option, not something signed in stone. I’m not trying to interfere. I just want you to know the option is there.” I have a great mom.
“I hear you. I will relay the option to Raider if the conversation is brought up, but I’m not rushing into anything. I just have my first real boyfriend and my first lover. Let me enjoy that first.”
Mom is shaking her head in an affirmative motion. I thought it would be Raider’s mom wanting grandchildren first but if Mom keeps this up, she’s going to have me engaged, married, and pregnant by the end of the year. She needs to slow her roll. I want to enjoy each step of the way without being in a big rush.
“I’m ordering pizza for dinner so text Raider and ask him his favorite. I need to go and check my schedule at the hospital. I’ll run by the grocery store and then pick the pizza up. I’m taking Ryan and Maggie with me, so enjoy the rest of the day off.”
I guess the earth isn’t going to stop revolving if I take the rest of the afternoon off. I send Raider a text and he responds. I send mom a text with his favorites. Raider is still busy with Buzz but he’ll be here for dinner.
“I received your text. I’ll order plenty of the supreme and pepperoni,” Mom says as she’s gathering up her things to leave. I go to the laundry room and put the set of sheets in first. They’ll take the shortest time to dry. I grab another set of sheets and some towels from the linen closet. I set them aside and go make myself a small breakfast. I eat and then grab the linens and go back to the barn apartment to prepare it for tonight.
15
TEN DAYS LATER
Raider…
I know tonight is the last time I’ll see Billie before she leaves for Conroe. The club and I have things coordinated but I insisted Billie take today and part of tomorrow off. I say I insisted, but what it boils down to is we compromised. I won’t be sending a prospect with her and she’s agreed to rest before she takes a five-hour drive to Conroe, walks around all day, and then makes the trip back by herself in two days. I know she’s excited about the signing the way my mom is also for her own reasons, but my woman works nonstop. I don’t want her to fall asleep driving home. I feel like I need to accompany Billie but I can’t let my club down either. We’re ready to act on the Brotherhood and it’s now or never. That leaves me worrying for my woman and her travels.
I almost asked Mom if Billie could travel with her but I knew Billie wouldn’t leave the farm for a few weeks while Mom is doing her thing after the signing event. My mom says I’m driving her crazy with my request to have a prospect cover her. I don’t know what’s wrong with my mom and me lately. All we seem to do is argue, and that just isn’t us.
Frannie even tried getting off work, but there’s a virus going around the hospital still and the nursing staff is running themselves into the ground, trying to cover all the shifts.
