Page 77 of Carrying Your Lies


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“At least tell me you want me! Tell me I’m not going fucking crazy. Is this in my head? Because I don’t understandanything. You remind me I’m married, but what about you and Ray?”

A lump forms in my throat. “What about us?”

“The flirting. The looks. The teasing.” He steps towards me with a killer look in his eyes. “If you’ve fucked him…” He doesn’t finish his threat.

Wanting to know the consequences, I ask, “What would you do?”

“Are you in love with him?”

I don’t know.

“What are we doing, Xavier?” I run my hands through my hair in frustration.

He pulls his tie loose and pulls at the ends of his hair. “Look at me, Savannah! I can’t do anything right! I can’t fucking eat or sleep or chair my own fucking board meeting without you invading every fucking thought. I hate how much control you have over me. I should have ripped you to shreds in there, but the thought of hurting youkills me. I would have fired them on the spot if it were anyone else.”

I narrow my eyes. “Do it. Fire me. Let me go.”

In two large steps, he is standing toe-to-toe with me. His hands snake up both sides of my face, forcing me to look at him. “Tell me you don’t feel something between us. Tell me you don’t want more.”

I put as much confidence in the lie as I can. “I don’t want more.”

“Liar,” he whispers. He kisses the corner of my lips. “I can feel your body changing. Your breaths are deep and slower. Your heartbeat is erratic. You’re clenching your thighs.” He kisses just under my earlobe. “Your muscles are relaxing because you feel safe with me. You know I would protect you.”

His soft kisses weaken my defence because no matter how much I deny the emotional pull, I can’t deny the physical. His lips hover over the pulse point on my neck before pulling the skin into his mouth and sucking. My eyes close at the pleasure of the sting before pushing him away.

Our eyes meet, and electricity hums in the space between us. I can feel the gap closing despite knowing I need to walk out of here. I look back at the door, only a few steps away, and hesitate.

Nothing good will come from this.

“Get on your knees, Savannah.”

The order leaves no room for negotiation or refusal. It’s the same authoritative tone he uses in meetings while barking orders at his subordinates.

“Don’t make me ask again,” he threatens when I don’t move.

With no protection from others seeing us through the glass, I comply and kneel before him. His eyes darken with lust, and he unbuckles his belt.

“Learn to control that mouth of yours, Miss Hayes.”

I roll my eyes at him.

He grabs my jaw and squeezes. “What did I tell you about eye rolling?” He releases my jaw to let me answer.

“You don’t tolerate them.”

“Your poor attitude today and the repeated eye rolls have taken away your orgasm privilege.” He rubs his thumb over my bottom lip as he stares directly into my eyes. “I always knew I would be a CEO because I enjoy the power and control. I make orders, and you bend over for them, understood?”

“Yes, sir,” I tease.

“Open your mouth.” Xavier pulls his cock out and strokes the length of it. The sight makes the pool in my panties deeper. He rubs the head against my bottom lip before pushing it into my mouth.

“Suck.”

The temptation to bite down and injure him dissipates as I start slow. I keep as much of his shaft in my mouth but only run my tongue along the underside. Xavier tries to thrust, but I put my hands on his thigh, stopping him. I open my mouth wider and swallow as much of his length as possible. Just as he hits the back of my throat, his throaty groan echoes in the room.

His hands thread through my hair before grabbing a fistful and guiding my head. My eyes water as he pushes past my limit and makes me gag. He holds me in place and relishes being down my throat. I slap his thigh, and he pulls back and lets me breathe again.

The pad of his thumb collects the saliva dribbling down my chin and forces it back into my mouth. His thumb rubs my lips again as he mutters, “Such a pretty mouth.”

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