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“Oh, Jordan.” My hands start fumbling with his jeans, my sudden urge for more, wanting to touch his cock, is making me move faster. I don’t know how long I will last with him touching and stroking me like this.

“Take it slow, Nat.” His hand lands on top of mine that’s pushing at the top of his jeans. “How about we get some clothes off you too? I want you to feel everything, all of me. I want to touch every part of you.”

I want to scream out how embarrassed I am of my body, that I’m sure I won’t even compare to his previous girls. Jordan doesn’t give me time to even think about anything, pulling my shirt over my head, and the embarrassment I was expecting doesn’t come. The way he’s looking at me makes me melt.

“You are exquisite, Nat.” Again, he leans forward and kisses me with all that we’re both feeling. He zips down his fly on his jeans, quickly rolling over onto his back and dragging them down his legs, and I’m sure it’s to make me more comfortable.

That ass in football pants is enough to make a girl weak at the knees, but in just boxers, holy fucking shit. If I wasn’t lying down, I would be passing out from lack of air.

Before I totally lose my head, I need to ask the most important thing.

“Do you have protection?” I can feel the heat in my cheeks where I’m blushing.

“I wouldn’t have let it get this far if I didn’t, Nat. I told you I would look after you, and I mean it.” His hands now strip off my jeans and panties in one go.

I want more, I want to see him. All of him.

I pull his boxer briefs down in a hurry, and his hard and excited cock is standing tall, leaking like I’ve heard about before from the other girls.

Oh fuck, how the hell am I going to take that inside me? I’m going to be so small, and it won’t fit. Shit, Jordan will think I’m such a waste of time.

“Touch it, Nat, wrap your hand around me. Watch what you do to me.” Hesitantly, I wrap my hand around him as shivers run through me.

“Just like I dreamed it.” His voice is low and tight, like he’s holding on by a string.

Cocks are far softer than I imagined. Every time I slide up and down, I get a bigger moan from Jordan. Loving the power it’s giving me, I continue, and as his hand starts to touch my sex again, both of us are wanting more.

“Tell me if this hurts,” Jordan warns me as he slowly slides a finger inside me.

“Oh, oh, oh,” falls from my mouth as the finger finds a spot inside me that has my whole body zinging. Building up like I want to shout to the sky.

I don’t want to wait, I just want to do it.

I want to see what it feels like and if it is as good as they all say.

While I’m floating on all the hormones that are running wild around my body, Jordan has pulled a condom on and is hovering over me, completely naked. Quickly I pull off my bra too because I want to show him everything. The real me. In all my nakedness. Nothing to hide behind.

“This is going to hurt for a few seconds, but I promise it will get better. Are you ready?” The truly gentle side of Jordan is comforting me every step of the way.

“Yes.” It’s the most unsure I’ve ever been, yet I’m one hundred percent set on doing this.

“Oh, fuck.” The sharp pain and burn shoot through me while I’m burying my head in his crook of his neck.

Seconds are ticking by, and I’m trying to get my body under control. Jordan starts to slide in and out. What was pain and shock initially is now turning to a pleasure that I can’t contain. It’s building like it wants to break free from my body.

I know when this orgasm hits me, life as I know it will be changed forever.

Screaming his name and flashes of light shooting across my vision, we’re both coming, and I can’t stop shaking from happiness as I slowly fall back to earth from the intense high.

I told him I could handle the aftereffects of us having sex, and I will put on my best face to show it means nothing.

But from today onwards, I know that no matter what I say with words, in my heart I will always love Jordan.

My first love.

But he won’t be my last. I promised myself I would be able to move on and that’s what I will do. Bring on college.

Fuck, who am I kidding?

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