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Chapter Nine
Carson
It had been a long time since Carson had been so happy and full of peace. Sitting in the gorgeous little room with Sam fulfilled a dream that Carson had long ago given up on.
He helped Sam clean up the playroom before he slipped his hand around Sam’s waist. Carson had been pleasantly surprised by the gorgeous outfit that his boy wore. Carson had suspected and gotten a few quick looks at some of the pieces of lingerie that Sam owned but he had not expected how amazing his boy would look in a skirt and matching top. Carson didn’t miss the diaper under the skirt and since he’d spotted that, his dick had not gone down.
Diaper play was not something that every little was interested in exploring but Carson loved it. There was something just so intimate about being able to take care of his boy’s every need. Billy had not wanted to use diapers and that had been okay. Carson would never pressure or demand that a boy do anything that he was uncomfortable with but Carson hoped maybe Sam felt the same way he did about the diapers.
Sam closed the bedroom door and sighed.
Carson tugged Sam to his chest. “Can I ask why you keep all of your little stuff in the spare room?”
Frowning, Sam shook his head. “What do you mean?”
Slowly throughout the evening, as Sam grew tired, he’d been slipping in and out of his little persona, unlike when Carson had arrived, and Sam had been fully in little mode. Carson hadn’t wanted to pull Sam from his safe little space so he’d resisted asking questions. “You have all of your toys and little stuff in the room and not in the rest of the house.” He waved his hand around the modern and gorgeous room.
“Oh.” Sam blinked. “After I left and moved in with my grandma, I bought my first doll. She didn’t care and even gave me her fanciest tea set to play with. I still have it and pull it out for special occasions. I swore when I had my own place that I would dedicate an entire room to little me.”
Relief washed through him. Carson had been worried Sam might feel uncomfortable or hide that special part of him. “That’s wonderful. I never thought of it that way.”
Sam shrugged. “When Adam and Caden come over we tend to spread out more, but I don’t really like cleaning. I’m not Cinderella.” Sam laughed. “So it’s also easier to play in my room.”
Carson needed to remember that Sam was the exact opposite of Billy. Sam was proud of his little self while Billy had used being little as a way to manipulate Carson and never wanted anyone else to know what they did. Billy would act like Carson’s boy in public but when they were alone, he turned into an absolute brat. Carson enjoyed brats but the relationship was supposed to go two ways.
“I’m so glad I came over. I had a wonderful time.” Carson kissed Sam’s forehead.
Sam laughed. “I guess you’ve seen it all. It usually takes me a while to go fully little with someone, but I was already so deep.”
“I liked it,” Carson assured him.
Tilting his head back, Sam peered up at him. “This is me. I can go a while not being little but when I go under, I really commit.”
“It probably helps that you’re with Adam and Caden so much. Caden seemed mostly little to me.”
“It’s how he feels the safest,” Sam explained. “We’re trying to encourage it more and more.”
Carson nodded. He didn’t know Caden’s full story but from some tidbits he’d overheard and what he’d seen, Caden hadn’t had an easy time of it. Carson suspected that Caden, Adam, and Sam all had something in their pasts that had connected them. He mostly knew Sam’s story but there was still so much he wanted to learn. “What would you like to do now?”
Sam bit his lip and Carson wanted to cover his lips with his own. “Anything?”
“Yes,” Carson responded. This night was all about Sam and them being together. Even if he ended up just holding Sam again. After leaving the coffee shop earlier, Sam had been on his mind all day.
“After playing, and when I go little so deep, I like to relax in a bath.” His cheeks pinked.
“That is something that I would love to help you with.” Damn, Carson would really like that.
“You would?”
Sliding his hands down, Carson slipped his palms under Sam’s skirt and gripped his bottom. He squeezed tight and the wrinkle of the plastic diaper had him smiling. “Daddy wants to take care of his baby boy.”
“Da…daddy,” Sam repeated with his voice full of hope.
“If that is what you want. I’d like to see where this can go between us. You’ve given me so much hope.”
Sam took a deep breath, and he stared up into Carson’s gaze. “I’ve waited for so long to find someone I can trust to be with this way. To accept me and enjoy the same things I like.”
“I have too,” Carson replied softly. “I hate that you were hurt that night we met but I will be forever grateful that you came into my life.”
