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“You’ll be careful?”
He hated that Adam’s voice shook.
“Promise, baby.” Nash squeezed tight. “You know that Lincoln won’t let me get into trouble.”
Lucas snorted but since he carded his fingers in Nash’s hair and started to massage, Nash didn’t complain. Lying with his head back, Nash closed his eyes. He hadn’t been sleeping any better than Adam. It was hard to shut his mind down at night when he was seeing evidence of how horribly Adam had been treated as a young child. There had been no one there to protect Adam and Maverick when some adult should have stopped the abuse.
Nash wanted to take Adam away from there and protect him forever.
How could anyone treat children the way that supposedly Christian church had? Why had no adult objected? The farm was even worse. Hard labor for children? That was ludicrous. Those kids had been nothing more than slaves.
It hurt his heart. Nash thought he’d been toughened through his years of working for the narcotics division. He’d seen innocents hurt before. Parents who’d neglected or mistreated their own children just the chase the high of drugs.
Yet it was these people who claimed to be doing god’s work that were wrecking him. Was it because Adam was one of the hurt or was there more to it? Nash didn’t know and his head ached from thinking so much.
“Hey,” Lucas whispered.
Nash blinked his eyes open as he realized that he’d begun to doze. Adam was still cuddled up on his lap but when he lifted his head, he saw that Maverick was gone.
“How about that nap?”
“Yeah, sure.” Nash followed Adam and Lucas out of the living room.
* * * * *
Adam
“Are you sure this looks okay?” Adam squirmed in front of the bathroom mirror. The baby blue onesie did not hide the diaper he wore underneath well.
“You’re fucking adorable,” Nash responded around a mouthful.
“You're not supposed to be eating more candy!”
“Lucas should have hidden it better than.” Nash pushed off the door frame and limped forward. The walking cast was still a hindrance keeping Nash from moving at his usual speed.
With a sigh, he turned around.
“If you don’t want to go, then we can stay here.” Nash wrapped an arm around his waist.
“You want to go though,” Adam pointed out.
Nash shrugged. “I want to spend time with you and Lucas. We have the entire suite and can fuck on every flat surface. Hell, the surface doesn’t even have to be flat. Wall sex, anyone?” Nash waggled his brows.
Adam laughed. He couldn’t help himself. Nash was ridiculous but in the best possible way. But his words also brought back another concern. “And you’re fine that when…when I…if I’m little, I don’t—”
“Want sex?” Nash asked when Adam hesitated.
Face burning, Adam nodded.
“Well.” Nash hummed as he thought about his answer.
Part of Adam was glad that Nash didn’t give an automatic response and seemed to be thinking. The other part of him worried Adam.
“I always want to have sex with you,” Nash said. “I can’t deny that. Little, big, asleep, and awake. I just want you.”
Okay, that was honest and did give Adam a boost in confidence.
“I also want you to be comfortable,” Nash continued. “I don’t just want sex with you. When you’re little, I love that I’m like the older brother that tries to corrupt you. I’m your Na-Na.”
