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My heart was breaking. I fucked up so fucking bad.

“I am so fucking sorry, princess,” I continued as I started kissing every part of her I could reach. “I am so sorry. I will never leave you. I love you with my entire heart. You are my life, Maddie. You are my home. You are mine and I am yours.”

My voice was trembling and I felt tears fall down my cheeks. I could feel her pain and I wanted to scream. I was so focused on my anger before that and I couldn’t feel how hurt she was.

“Please forgive me, my love,” I mumbled, trying to stop my voice from trembling. “Please forgive me.”

I continued kissing her and I tightened my arms around her.

‘She was crying out for her mom,’Skol mumbled quietly and I could hear him whine.

Oh, my love. My princess. I wished so fucking much that I could take that pain away from her. I wished I could bring her mom back.

“I love you, Maddie,” I said softly. “You are my greatest treasure and I will never leave you. I promise, my love.”

Her sobbing quieted down a little. I placed a finger under her chin and I lifted her head a little. The broken look I saw on her face made me want to tear the fucking room down.

“I trust you, princess,” I told her softly. “I am so sorry. I let my anger get the better of me, but I was never angry at you. I love you, my beautiful little mate.”

She sniffled and buried her head into my neck again. She pressed herself closer to me and I closed my eyes.

“I love you, Maddie,” I repeated quietly. “I love you and I am so sorry.”

CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR – Sick

Dimitri’s POV

Waves of pain just kept washing over me. Guilt was tearing me from the inside. I fucked up and I didn’t know how to make up for it. I didn’t know how to assure her that I would never leave her.

“I love you, princess,” I kept repeating it, hoping it would somehow fix what I broke. “I am so sorry.”

Her sobbing eventually quieted down and I could feel her calming down a little. I kept kissing every part of her I could reach. I kept running my fingers through her hair. I kept rubbing her back softly. I kept mumbling how fucking much I loved her and that I would never leave her.

I lifted her head a little so I could look at her beautiful face. Her eyes were closed. She was pale and there were red circles around her eyes. Her cheeks were puffy and wet.

“Maddie?” I called her softly as I caressed her cheek, wiping the tears away.

She didn’t respond. She was asleep. I sighed and pressed a soft kiss on her temple.

“Sleep, my love,” I said quietly. “I won’t let go. I won’t leave.”

She unconsciously pressed herself even closer to me and I couldn’t help but smile a little.

“My love,” I said quietly as I kissed her lips softly. “You are mine. You are mine to love and to cherish. I will never leave you. I promise.”

It would kill me if I left her. It would destroy me. I would be an empty shell of a man if I lost her.

A knock on the door made me look up. The door opened and Will peeked inside. His brows furrowed when he saw Maddie.

“Is she okay?” he asked as he walked inside and closed the door.

“She is sleeping,” I said quietly.

Will sighed and approached us.

“I fucked up,” I mumbled, looking down at her. “I fucked up big time.”

Will stood in front of us and took a deep breath.

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