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What I mind is not knowing what to do with it.
My toes graze up his leg, my palm up his arm, and I mumble-moan, “Landon,” out of our kiss. Then I press into another one, not knowing what else to do.
His hand flattens against the small of my back, tender and warm and strong, and I wish…God, I don’t knowwhatI wish would happen, not specifically. I just want this wildness in me to be controlled because it’s driving me crazier and crazier—so much so that even though the scrape of his teeth along my bottom lip is nothing but gentle, it draws awhimperout of me.
His entire body tenses, freezes. His breathing halts.
“Liv?” he whispers nervously.
I know where his mind has gone. I shake my head, whisper back, “No. No, it’s not that.”
He resumes breathing, but he doesn’t relax. “Liv-Andria, if I’m doing something wrong, please—”
“No.I promise. I just—just—I want…something.I feel….”
Wow. The vague words sound moronic to my own ears. How must I sound to him? And how am I supposed to figure this out if—?
“Oh,” drifts, feather-light and perceptive, across my lips from his.
My thoughts quiet with curiosity.
His fingertips press into my back.
My frustration…shifts.
Without another word, he languidly wraps his mouth around mine. I clutch his shirt and kiss him back as the fiery wildness ceases its rampage and gathers at his hand…which is shifting, too, to my thigh. He bends my knee up around his hip, and his lips leave mine on a breath. Then he pulls the center of me right against—
Ibarelyget my face turned into my pillow before I gasp.
I’ve known what has been between us for the past however many minutes, but feeling it like this has some low part of me waking the hell up. All of a sudden, the fire is split between there and his hand, and it’s—it’s—
“Did anyone else ever make you feel that?” he whispers.
“No,” I moan into the pillow. I almost ask if something is wrong with me, but there’s no way. There’s no fucking way this is wro— “Ohhhh,God.”
He has just moved his hips into me, too, in the most perfect way.
I feel a tremor go all the way through him. Then his hand is on my face, in my hair, and his cheek is scratching across mine.
“Liv….” His voice is slow and softer than soft in my ear. “I want to make you come.”
The words stun me.
They also hit me with a stupid amount of sense.
That’s what my problem is, isn’t it? The reason I’ve never felt this overwhelming, aching heat before is because no one ever trulyarousedme until now, not even the guys I gave myself to in the past.
Whatever I thought was pleasure back then wasn’t it at all—shit, is that why I never bothered trying to recreate it with myself? Yet another reason why I was so okay with not dating all these years?
His heartbeat is just as fast as mine.
“You deserve it,” he murmurs, “and I’ll do it any way you want me to. Will you let me?”
Pure love swells up through all my intense desire.
I nod.
“Yeah?” He draws his face back from mine until our mouths are touching.
