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I knew what she wanted to say because I wanted it too.
Somehow, through it all, I wanted her to stay. Wanted to see through whatever end it was we were sprinting to.
I wanted to play games with her. Wanted to wake up in the middle of the night to her sleeping form.
“You need to rest,” I gasped out as her teeth dug into my neck. Her left hand glided down my body to my legs, forcing them open so she could fit three fingers inside me. I flailed to push down my sweats for her.
“In a bit,” she murmured against my skin before dragging her tongue along the length of my neck. “I want to feel you come first.”
I slipped my hands under my shirt, pinching and rolling my nipples between my fingers.
“But it’s been two days since you’ve—”
“Enough,” she growled and unwound herself from me so she could hover over me. In that position, the heel of her palm hit my clit with renewed vigor, causing my mouth to fall open.
Her blue eyes were wild. They were watching my every move—no—it was more like she was committing it to memory in case she wouldn’t be able to see it again.
I did the same, taking in how her mouth fell open and a moan pulled out from my lips. Watching as her skin dampened with sweat. How her panting breaths changed to match mine.
When she curled her fingers inside me, I started to close my eyes, but her hand was around my throat before they could flutter shut.
“Look at me, Blake,” she commanded. “Let me see those pretty eyes of yours as you come apart.”
I forced them open, arching into her. I wanted more. Wanted her to fuck me faster.Harder.
As if she were in my mind, she obliged. Her pace picked up between my legs, the heel of her palm slamming into my clit so hard it would be sore for hours after.
Delicious heat mixed with the pain, and when her hand closed around my neck, I—“Mesmerizing. Your eyes,” she purred. “So vibrant. Soexpressive. They say the eyes are the windows to the soul. Yours are no exception, and I find myself captivated by what you’re showing me right now.”
I tried to speak, but the pressure of her hand on my neck stopped me.
“They are what did me in,” she said. “I had a plan. I am good at my job. But theseeyes. They showed me exactly what you refused to tell me. And it’s something I never thought possible.”
My cunt clenched around her fingers.
“What do they tell you?” I choked out.
A devious smirk spread across her face.
“They tell me that it’s possible for someone to see the monster I am and still want me. Though I’m not sure it will stay that way when you know what I was sent to do.”
My heart pounded in my chest.
“To kill me?” I asked, almost not wanting to hear the answer. As long as we played this game, I could pretend like we still had a life to live together.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” she said almost angrily. “Even if my mind tells me to. I want to worship you. I want to care for you. I want to—”
I came apart with a cry, keeping her gaze the entire time.
Yes. Yes. Yes. Please.I wanted to hear her say it over and over again. To confirm that it wasn’t just I who had fallen head over heels for someone I wasn’t supposed to.
When my body came down from the violent onslaught of my orgasm, I said, “I want to hate you.”
“It would be easier thanthis,wouldn’t it?” she said with a chuckle. “Does it hurt?” Her hand left my neck to rest right over my heart.
“Less than I thought,” I admitted softly.
“Because you don’t believe I will?” she asked.
