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Her pussy ached to be filled, was soaking wet in anticipation of their penetration. The one and only time she had sex was almost ten years ago, and it had left much to be desired. The boy had been eighteen, and she had been seventeen. He had been passing through, visiting family, and she had immediately been attracted to his bad-boy appeal.
Although her past tried to control her, she knew she had to move beyond it. If she allowed it to define who she was, she would never get anywhere in life. So, when he passed through, she had given herself to him. The sex had been in the back of his rusted-out pickup truck on the very land they stood on. Oh, it hadn’t been this exact spot, because she would never dream of bringing anyone but Rys and William to their secret place, but the lake had been their backdrop and the full moon their nightlight.
The night had been sticky and sweaty, just like the sex. He had taken her virginity without much consideration, and the whole thing and been over with almost before it had even started. She had to give him credit though. He had taken her once more but didn’t care whether she got off or not. She had spent that half hour looking at the sky and picturing two boys that she wished were there with her instead.
Pushing less memorable thoughts away, she focused on the intense desire these two men where igniting in her. Even though her arousal was burning fierce, a tingling at the back of her mind told her this wasn’t right. Right?
“Wait,” she murmured against William’s mouth and pushed against his chest. He moved back right away but kept his hands on her arms. Rys hadn’t gotten the memo, because he was dragging his lips across the spot where her neck and shoulder met. It took everything in her to step out of his embrace.
“What’s wrong, baby?”
She looked over her shoulder at Rys, saw his eyes roaming up and down her body, and shivered. His gaze was like fingers skating over her body.
“Janey?” William’s soft voice had her turning back to him. A look of concern was etched in the hard, angular planes of his face.
“It’s just….” She glanced down at her attire. God, did you really think this bikini was a good idea? Since she had jumped in the lake and saturated the white material, her nipples were obvious as they stabbed through. The dark, quarter-sized areolas were obscenely evident. She crossed her arms over her breasts, shielding herself, and mortification coursed through her. Strong hands from behind her gripped her arms and pulled them away. Rys’s warm breath blew across her ear a moment before he spoke.
“Don’t hide yourself from us, Jane.” He slid his hand down her arms and linked his fingers with hers. “Your body was made to be worshiped.” He kissed the spot right below her ear. “Lift your head and look at William.” It took her a moment, but when she did, the expression on his face stole her breath. She could feel his desire wrapping around her. “Do you see how much he wants you? Do you feel how much I want you?” He emphasized his statement by grinding his cock into her lower back again. Her eyes fluttered closed as moisture pooled in her bikini bottoms.
“Look at me, Janey.” Although William’s voice was low and soft, she was surprised to hear a bite of command in his words. Opening her eyes, she was startled to see him standing right before her. His chest rose and fell rapidly as his eyes traveled down her body, stopping for long intervals at her breasts and the junction between her thighs. He licked his lips as he stared at her chest, and damn her traitorous body, she felt her nipples tighten further.
“Tell me what you’re thinking.” She ducked her head again, but William lifted her head with a finger under her chin so she was forced to look him in the eye. Rys continued to hold her hands, and the way he gently ran his thumbs over the back of her hands had warmth spreading through her.
What was she supposed to tell them? That she was worried if she went through with this, if she gave in to her feelings, feelings that had been growing inside her until she felt like she was going to explode, everything was going to go downhill? The idea that they would think less of her, that their friendship would be ruined by a mixture of emotions and feelings, had her petrified. Rys and William were the only people in the world who knew everything about her, had gotten her through the toughest time in her life.
They were the only two who didn’t push her away or judge her because her family lived in poverty and her father was a lowlife drunk who beat his wife and daughter. If she lost them, she would be lost. Unexpected tears pricked her eyes, and she inhaled deeply.
“Hey.” Rys pulled away and moved so he was standing in front of her. She suddenly felt so cold despite the heat. “What’s wrong, baby?”
For several seconds, she couldn’t talk. All she could think about, visualize, was not having these two incredible men in her life.
“Janey, please, sweetheart. You’re scaring us.” William ran his finger along her cheek, and she pushed her tears away. “Did we do something wrong? Push you too far? We didn’t mean to, Janey. We’re so sorry.”
William’s pleading broke her heart. She looked at Rys. His face was as stoic as always, but underneath that hardened façade, she saw a flicker of compassion and… love.
She took a deep breath. The guys deserved better. They deserved to know how she felt, how she feared losing them. “I’m afraid of going through with this and losing you guys.” She clasped her hands together tightly and made herself look both of them in the eyes. “I love you both so much. I’ve wanted you for as long as I can remember. If you weren’t in my life, I don’t know what I’d do.” They didn’t say anything, and it only caused her heart to pound harder. “I’d be lost.” She whispered the last part, and Rys pulled her to him immediately.
“You aren’t going to lose us, baby.” He kissed the top of her head, and despite the swirling emotions deep inside her, her arousal was still burning strong.
“We love you too. So damn much.” William’s arms wrapped around her too, and in that moment, she didn’t worry about the repercussions of what could and would probably happen when she let herself be with the Holden twins. There was no “if” in this situation. She would be with them, and she would worry about how bad an idea it was after the fact.
Chapter 10
They hadn’t spent any more time at the lake after Jane confessed how she felt to them. Rys and William packed up the truck in record time, and now they were back at their ranch, walking into the cabin they had built. A lot of people thought it was strange that two grown men, twins to boot, built a cabin and lived together.
People liked to judge and point fingers, but she knew how close they were, knew that after their parents died they had to stick together. The three of them had to stick together.
She walked into their spacious cabin, the smell of natural wood and leather permeating her senses instantly. Even though she had been in their home hundreds of times, she was still in awe every time she looked at the handcrafted woodwork. There was no doubt Rys and William were talented, and if anyone doubted that, they could take a look at any one of the dozens of houses built by them and the Eberhardt Construction crew.
One of them shut the front door, and the sound of them unloading their gear in the foyer had her turning around. The two of them were staring at her so intently that she swallowed the lump in her throat. They took a step toward her at the same time, and she found herself moving backward. Why she was retreating was beyond her. This had been her idea, to come to their home. She could have easily stripped off her suit like Rys wanted, and he made sure to remind her of that fact, but when she suggested they go back to their home, the whole atmosphere had changed.
He had growled low, like some kind of feral animal, and crushed her to him. His kiss was so much more forceful than William’s, and she found that she liked their differences, loved their differences.
“You can run, Jane, but where do you think you’ll go?” One of Rys’s dark eyebrows cocked up as amusement played across his face. Her heart dropped to her belly, and her synapses started firing in all directions, making her confused, dizzy with lust. William reached her first and ran his finger over her bottom lip.
“So soft and sweet.” He dragged his eyes from her mouth and looked her in the eye. “Are you sure about this, Janey?”
She didn’t want to think about it anymore, because if she did, she would back out. Years of longing for them had built to this one moment. Maybe things would change, but she hoped they didn’t. They reassured her that she wouldn’t lose them, and she believed them to a point. So then, if she wasn’t 100 percent positive things would stay the same way, why was she going through with this? Because I’m a damn fool in love with twins.
