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Fuck. When Lenny Briggs begs you for a kiss. You fucking kiss her.
I do. I kiss her, just a kiss. Nothing more.
Just the best kiss of my life. No big deal. Every kiss is like that with her.
Her kisses ignite something in me.
I’m holding back and she’s drunk. But even with that, this kiss is sending a lighted flame down through to my groin. I groan as she pulls herself closer rubbing her chest against mine. I can feel her hardened nipples against me, even through the two shirts I’m wearing.
I break away to get a better look at her.
Her eyes are glossed over and not as focused. Still drunk.
We’ve had sex before so what’s stopping me?
It’s what she said earlier.
Sober, she wouldn’t want to do this. She said we were done. I have to respect that. I don’t like it, but now’s not the time to try to change her mind.
It was the look on her face when I said she wasn’t like those other couples. I didn’t mean it in a bad way. She deserves love. What those clingy couples had wasn’t love. Not the kind she deserves.
Fuck.I can’t do this. I care about her.
When did that happen?
“I’m sorry. I’m too drunk to do this.” I’m lying.
I say it while looking down. Anywhere but at her.
One glance and I see she’s hurt.
Shit.
This is what I've been trying to avoid.
Biting her bottom lip, she’s looking down. I cup her chin to look at me.
Fuck, I want her. I can’t, not when I don’t know if she’ll regret it in the morning.
I kiss her again because I can’t seem to stop myself. I lift up to leave, but she stops me holding onto my arm.
“Will you stay?” She asks, her voice no more than a whisper.
Fuck, I can’t say no. I’ll stay until she’s sleeping and then I’ll slip out. She won’t even know.
I nod, taking my shoes off along with my thermal and tee shirt, because why not get comfortable? Then I slip under the covers with her.
“You’re not going to change?” I ask. She’s still in her lace bra and thong.
“Mmm, I’m too comfortable to move.” She snuggles in closer.
This is really testing my self-control.
I can do this.
Lenny pressed against me. Her hand travels along every dip and curve of my chest and abs.
I moan at the dream.
