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His fingers curl inside me as he sucks my clit in between his teeth. All thoughts are gone. My body is at his will and reacting uncontrollably to every suck and pulse he’s ripping through me. The grazing of his teeth. The quick hard flicks of his tongue. His fingers sliding and twirling in and out with the vibration of my trusty bullet.
He growls like a hungry beast devouring his meal and I’m done for.
One hand latches onto my breast. Tightly squeezing it with his fingers, digging into my flesh. The sting of his grip plunges me over the edge.
I faintly remember grabbing his hair while my legs tightened around his head. Faintly, I recall screaming his name and pleading for mercy.
But the last thing I remember before an incredible orgasm is Luca’s eyes. Those clear aquamarine eyes pierce into me, bright and burning with everything he feels warming my chest.
My hips collapse back down onto the bed, my body flopping into the mattress like jello.
Luca comes up with the vibrator between his lips and a sheen of my juices smeared all over his face. With the proudest smirk, he spits the vibrator onto the bed, where it continues to pulse against the mattress.
He’s so proud of himself, knowing he just blew my mind.
He climbs over me, and I wipe the remnants of myself off his face, loving how he purrs into my palm. Grabbing his face, I pull him into me, latching my lips against his. I’ve missed every bit of him. Not just the orgasms he gives me. Although, those were greatly missed. But it’s his attention to me. The way his eyes show so much of his emotion and how he feels about me. It’s the way he wears his heart on his sleeve, exposed for all to see and feel. His cockiness. His playfulness. Everything. I’ve missed everything I thought I hated, but now can’t live without.
He groans and thrusts into me, pushing through the sweatpants he’s been wearing.
“You’re going to have to fuck me.” I glance down at him and lick my lips. I want him in my mouth, but I’m too far gone to function for that. “I’m too worn out to move.”
“How hard do you want me to fuck you, baby?” He thrusts into me again, eliciting a sigh as I nod my answer. “I’m going to fill you up so good.” He peels his pants off, releasing his stiff cock against me. “Tell me how hard you want it.”
“Destroy me, Luca,” I beg and wrap my legs around his waist. “Pound my fucking pussy. I want it to hurt.” I want him to hurt me, just as I deserve for all the pain I caused him.
“We don’t have condoms,” he whispers and curses under his breath.
His bare cock brushes against me and I don’t even care. I use them to be extra safe. I’m on birth control, have been for years. We’re both clean. Regularly tested.
I use them to keep as much intimacy out of the equation as I can, but with Luca, that puck has sailed a long time ago and I’m just now letting it pass me.
“I need you.” I brush my lips against his as he slides against me with a deep moan. “I need you inside me.”
He presses into me, kissing my lips, devouring my mouth.
My confession is so much more than sex, but this is what I know. This is how I show him what he means to me. I may not be able to say it, but I can show him with my body. It’s the only way I can.
“Oh, fuck.” Luca moans as he slides into me. “Fuck, this feels so good.” He leans down to kiss me.
“Harder,” I beg him. Pleading him to feel what I’m not saying.
If he starts to confess his love for me, I don’t think I can take it. Not like this, because he’s right. It feels too fucking good, and I need some kind of control to keep myself from breaking down again.
He nods and bites his lip before straining to pound into me. The pain is what I need to feel alive. And I’m giving him all I can, letting him have every piece of me.
Chapter 34
Kandace
Exhaustion hits us all after we make it home. Luca and Carter took Willa straight to the hospital, and I haven’t heard from him the rest of the night.
But I knew that would be the case. It’s finals week. I have more tests to study for. An event to complete planning and sleep to catch up on after our weekend away.
That doesn’t stop me from checking out my window when I hear a truck pull up next door. Looking out, I see Luca helping Willa out of Carter’s truck and into her house.
He glances up at my window when he comes back out and a slow grin spreads across his face. And that simple look tells me everything will be ok. Willa will be ok and we will be too. I don’t need reassurance to feel strength. I told him my plan for the week. Sleep, study, take my tests and repeat.
And that’s why I’m not expecting any visitors when there’s a knock on my door two days later.
