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“Do you think I’m gay?” he asks me.
“I mean, this is a bit gay,” I say and then grind down on him playfully.
He glowers up at me, his hands landing on my waist.
“Fuck off, Ford. For real, though. Am I?”
“I mean, probably bi, like me. If you like pussy and cock.”
“Jesus.”
“I mean, you like this guy’s cock, right?”
He hesitates and then nods. “Touched it for the first time recently. I fucking liked it.”
“’Course you did,” I say, rolling off of him onto my stomach and leaning up on my elbow to stare down at him. Fuck, he’s hot to look at. I mean, I’ve never gone there because he’s my best friend, but I can admire how he looks. Platonically.
“You gonna fuck him? You know, if you decide to keep going?”
“Don’t know. Anal kind of solidifies the gay thing, doesn’t it?”
I smile at him and that intense stare bores into mine. “Kind of think you’re already there, bro.”
“Fuck.”
“Yeah, fuck,” I say as I sit up and pat his bare chest. “Come on. This is even gayer if we stay here in bed.”
“But I like your bed.”
Hopping off of it, I turn to face him. “Yeah, I know. Told you to come move in with me, but you’re being a stubborn ass in that ratty rental across town. You could have a home here, Cash.”
He sighs, sitting up, his abdominal muscles contracting as he does. Fuck, he’s big. Bigger than me, and that’s saying something.
“Yeah, but it’s your place. I don’t want to get comfortable and then end up having to find a new place. It’s better this way.”
He pulls his shirt on and then we make our way out of the bedroom. When I say that I wouldn’t mind Cash moving in with me, I mean it. He’s my best friend, well, apart from Dean, and I’d love for him to find a place to call home.
But then again, with his upbringing, I’m not surprised he’s so fucking wary. I would be too. Not everyone can have parents like mine.
“Alright, so what are we doing the rest of the night? The shed is mostly up, you got your massage.”
“Should probably go home.”
I throw my arm around his shoulders and pull him into me. “Not a chance in hell. We are gonna order a snack, smoke some weed, and fall asleep in that bed you like so much.”
Cash eyes me and then a small smile cracks his lips.
“Fine, you motherfucker.”
I beam at him. Now that’s what I’m talking about.
CHAPTERFIVE
BEN
Ford didn’t message me last night and neither did Cash, so I’m thinking that whatever I had with both men is over. Perhaps they talked and they know about me, about what I’ve done. The thought has put me in a terrible mood.
“Um, why the gloom?” Tatum asks, flicking my ear softly. I’m waiting outside of class, my eyes stuck on the empty screen of my phone.
