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“What are you talking about, Mom? This has nothing to do with how you brought me up, and even if it did, you brought me up to respect and protect women, and that’s exactly what I’m doing!” I’m starting to really get pissed off now, “How about, before you all start coming down on us, you do a little research! Try to understand the dynamics of our relationship, instead of automatically accusing me of abusing Ella! We can’t help how we feel, just like all of you can’t help how you feel about your spouse. So, our relationship is a little different than what society wants it to be, well fuck society! This is our life, and we will do what makesushappy! I’m sorry if you don’t understand that, but that’s the way it is.”
“So, what, are you going to walk my daughter around on a leash?” Elaine gasps.
I throw my head back and laugh, “No, Elaine, we keep the leash at home.” I joke, but I don’t think they liked it.
Ella laughs beside me, “God, Mom, you sound like it would be putting you out even if I was to be walked around on a leash. This isn’t about you; if I want him to leash me, then he will because he’s done nothing but make me happy since we got together; if anything, he may spoil me a little too much.” My Precious smiles adoringly up at me
Elaine turns and hides her face in her husband’s chest as she shakes her head, but then she straightens back up and faces us once more, “Fine, if this is what you truly want and it makes you happy, then who are we to stand in your way?”
My father speaks up next, “I second that. They know what they are doing, and even if they don’t, it will be a learning experience if it doesn’t work. That’s what life’s about.”
“You wouldn’t be saying that if it were your daughter being controlled!” Ethan bites out.
“Oh, Ethan, stop. Jace is like a son to us, and we know that he wouldn’t hurt Ella on purpose, have a little faith, and let them forge their own way.” Elaine tries soothing her husband.
Elaine’s words hit me hard, though, because I did hurt Ella on purpose. Granted, I’m trying to make up for it but nevertheless, I did hurt her for two years, and she is still suffering for it because of my old friends. I pull Ella into my arms, burying her face into my chest and I just hold her. She glances up at me and shakes her head, knowing exactly what I’m thinking about, but I push her head back against me and kiss her crown. It’s best that none of the past gets brought up in front of our parents, because I’m not sure that will go over quite as well as this topic did.
Chapter 38
Sweet Dreams
I’m so tired and exhausted after the last few days that I’ve had. I’m not complaining about all the sex, but I’m pretty sure that’s what the exhaustion is from.It's hard to believe that I was still a virgin just a few days ago.With court being tomorrow, my dad wanted to go over a few more things after our family meeting, and so I’ve been holed up in his office for the past two hours. All I want to do is sleep, but when I get to my room, Jace is already there, waiting for me.
Jace is sitting in the armchair that’s situated in the corner of my room. It’s the same one that he sat in the day I got home from the airport. Our eyes meet, and without saying anything, he opens his arms, and I fling my body onto his lap and into his waiting arms. Neither of us need to say anything, because we just know that all the other one needs is the assurance of the other’s love, so we hold tight to each other as long as we need to.
I’m not sure how long we sit here together, but I feel as though we could do it all night. One of his hands is rubbing my back while he keeps running his fingers through my hair with the other; it’s so soothing that I’m beginning to fall asleep. Suddenly, we are moving as he stands up with me in his arms. Walking over to my bed, so slowly lays me down, following me as he does. His lips press against mine until I open my own, granting him entrance, but he isn’t demanding. His kiss is soft and gentle, unlike the other ones that can be brutal at times, not that I’m complaining. I will take any kind of kiss from Jace.
Not too long after, the feel of his hand is felt sliding into the front of my jeans. I don’t know when he unbuttoned them, but it doesn’t really matter. My sex is clenching in anticipation of what he’s about to do. Instead of going between my legs, though, he slides his hand off to the side, pushing down the fabric of my jeans. I don’t say anything, because I’m trying to figure out what he’s trying to do. I lift my hips up a little, and he shoves my jeans down, breaking our kiss as he lifts himself in order to pull them completely off.
He takes in my lace panties and bites his lower lip, lowering his head as he does. Placing a tender kiss over my belly button, he moves once more, but it isn’t to do anything sexual, instead, he lays down beside me and pulls me into his arms, so we are spooning. I lay here wondering what the heck is going on in his head, because this isn’t like him. I was expecting him to maybe force me to my knees and suck him off, or for him to bend me over and have his pleasure, but cuddling?
As if he was reading my thoughts, his low, husky voice reaches my ear, “I’m not having sex with you, Precious. I can see that you are dead on your feet. What do you take me for?” He ends on a chuckle.
I shrug, “I’m not that tired.“ I lie, “If you need me to help you, you know, I’m sure I will be fine.”
Next thing I know, he’s flipping me over, onto my back, and glaring down at me, “Is there something that you did wrong that I don’t know about?”
I furrow my brows in confusion, “Huh? Why would you ask me that? No, I haven’t done anything wrong; I’ve been good.”
“Then why would I use you for my own pleasure when you are dead-ass tired?” He searches my face as he waits for me to answer.
“I-I thought, that’s what you said. As my Dom, you can use me whenever you want.” I’m beginning to feel like an idiot now.
He sighs and then caresses my cheek, “You’re right, I did say that, and there will be times when I will, but if you have been good, then I will give you pleasure once I take my own, but I will never use you when I know that you are dead on your feet. If it’s for a punishment, possibly yes, but even that would be determined by just how tired you are, but not if you have been good. As your Dom, it's my job to make sure you are taken care of, and your welfare is my top priority. Punishing you, is part of that. Although, I don't like punishing you because you were naughty, but it's something that needs to be done, so you will learn for next time. The only time I truly enjoy punishing you is when it's for the both of us to get off.” I hear the smirk in his voice as he ends his sentence.
I push my bottom lip out in a pout, “What if I want you to use me, Sir?”
He continues to smirk, but shakes his head, “Uh uh, my job is to take care of you, and I know for a fact that you need rest, so I’m going to lay here with you until you fall asleep.” His decision only makes me pout more, though. He chuckles, “I tell you what, once we hear the sentencing tomorrow, we will celebrate, and I will fuck you all night long. How does that sound?”
“Will you take me to your room so you can restrain me?” I ask a bit breathless because I’m already feeling the throbbing in my lower region.
“Oh, Precious, I will do whatever you want me to, and then some.” His lips crash against mine, and this time, it isn’t gentle. I can feel his hardness against me and know it’s taking him everything to keep the monster in his pants.
The kiss ends way to quickly for my liking, but he’s right, I’m so tired, so instead of pouting, I turn in his arms, and let him hold me. I don’t think it takes me long to fall asleep, because the last thing I remember is his voice.
“Sweet dreams, Precious.”
Hands grab hold of me as I thrash, trying to hold me down so they can do whatever they want to do. I try to scream, but a hand covers my mouth brutally as others laugh. I hear a female’s voice in the background, jeering and laughing as well. All I can think is how can another female stand back and let this happen? Something feels off, though. I remember this place, and I remember the voices, but I don’t remember this happening to me. I feel one of them between my legs, pushing his member until he’s completely inside of me. It feels familiar, but I don’t know how since I have only had one man inside of me.
