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Without warning, he presses his lips against mine, then he thrusts his fingers into my hair. He slides his tongue into my mouth, deepening the kiss, and I dig my fingers into his silky hair.
Jasper pulls away, tilting my chin. “I don’t want to think about you all the time. I don’t want to miss you when you’re away. You drive me mad sometimes.”
I like Jasper too, but I know he will never give me what I want, which is a child, and I know I can’t let my heart get involved with him. We have two different goals and we come from two different worlds. We have a lot in common, but this relationship was doomed from the start.
I’ll enjoy the ride until we crash and burn.
Jasper slides his hand up my dress, tracing the outline of my panties. Heat pools in my belly and I suck in a breath as he slips my panties to the side and places his finger on my clit, rubbing gently. Slowly, I grind myself on his erection. I want him so bad. “We shouldn’t do this. We shou—”
“You want me to stop?”
I shake my head and he removes his hand to lay me on the couch. Jasper then places his mouth on my clit. I squirm and moan his name, then I hear him unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants. When I look down, the tip of his dick glisters with pre-cum. I want to suck him off so bad.
I dig my nails into his skin as he continues to eat me out and when I come, his tongue laps up my juices. He stands up and smirks. “You taste divine. My favorite meal.” But then Jasper gets up and heads to the back before returning with a condom.
“Why are we using condoms? I’m clean, Jasper. I’m pretty sure you know that.”
He nods.
“And I’m on birth control.”
He nods again.
“Then what’s the problem?”
“I don’t want to risk having babies. I can’t do it.”
“Oh, I see. You still don’t trust me?”
“I don’t want you to try to trap me with a baby, Poppy.”
My anger crashes in my chest like a wrecking ball. After all this time, he doesn’t trust me—yet again. He really feels that way about me? He thinks I’m a conniving bitch who would stoop so low to trap him.
“Fuck you, Jasper.”
He jumps up from the couch like his ass is on fire.
Fucking asshole.
I don’t know why I expect him to trust me. I don’t know why I expect any different from him.
“Since you can’t trust me, you don’t get to touch my body.” I stand up on the couch so we’re at eye level. “Stay the fuck away from me, Jasper. And FYI, I don’t need to trap you with a baby, because you’re already stuck with me through our marriage, asshole.” I grab the bottle of liquor and stomp my feet to the bedroom before slamming the door.
I let my guard down with him again, and now I’m paying the price.
Never again.
Jasper
Isit in the conference room with Declan and Trent, as Declan goes on about the Billionaire Club gala. The four owners are hosting a charity dance for kids who were abused. I was going to invite Poppy, but I pissed her off during our honeymoon.
We spent the last few days not speaking to each other. She still goes out of her way to ignore me. I’m such an idiot for how things ended when we were on my private island. I didn’t mean to hurt her feelings and she’s right, I don’t trust her, especially since she wants to have children. She might try to trap me with a baby, like Gemma did, and I can’t risk it, especially because I’m planning on leaving her once I sign my name on the dotted line of my uncle’s company. It’s nothing personal against her, but business is business at the end of the day.
As Declan bores me with his words, I glance down at my gold wedding band. I’m fucking married. I can’t believe I went through with it. We’ve been married for three weeks now and I can’t wrap my head around it. Being tied to someone isn’t half as bad as I thought it would be.
I shouldn’t be thinking about Poppy’s lavender scent. When she is lying next to me, nose deep into her phone, I shouldn’t want to run my fingers up her thighs and play with her clit. When she’s not around me, I shouldn’t wonder if her day is going great. My wife has been on my mind for a while, and I can’t get enough of her. I want to make up for my shitty behavior but I don’t know how.
My phone lights up with a message from Aurora and I click on the envelope icon.
