Page 61 of Illusion of Loving


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“No, seriously what is it?”

Ru smirks and makes swirls in my leg, “You’ll have to wait till we get home, you have two days to go.”

I groan falling backward onto the blanket, “That’s mean.”

He takes off his suit jacket and lies next to me. “What a spoiled girl I have.”

“If I’m spoiled then it’s your fault.”

“You’re right this is my fault; hence it is my responsibility to rectify this disobedient behavior.”

I look into Ru’s deep soulful brown eyes and just adore everything that he is. Is it okay to fall for him? Loving someone again after a little more than a year seems like a brief time to fall in love again, right? It’s been a few months since I started living with Ru.Every day he has been able to keep my heart tied back to my art instead of going to sleep upset. These months I havefeltfull and alive again. Not being tied down anymore by Greyson’s bullshit or worse my mother’s.

Ru has done nothing but protect me from them and helped me regain that part of myself that would even think of loving again. This illusion of love is what I had set myself in with the people I have loved before. People that didn’t give me the same love I offered. Yet, I’m not sure if Ru is falling for me or just havingan enjoyable time, but I have never felt more love. I have never been touched like this, talked to like this, inspired like this.

“What are you thinking about?” Ru asks, stroking my hair.

My eyes close tightly and then open again as I take my next breath. “You.”

“Me?”

“I’m glad we met.” That is all I can say to him. I’m not ready to confess what truly lies dormant in my heart. I want to love again, but the words won’t come out just yet.

Ru sits and I do as well. He pours the wine on the table into two glasses and hands me mine. “As do I. Cheers to many more moments like this.” He states.

We clink our glasses and enjoy the night sky.

Ru

Taurus snuggles up to me as we watch the stars and I feed her the treats on the table, but she soon falls asleep. I carry her to the car waiting for us. Her head lays still in my neck as we rode in the car.

Once we get back to myparent’shome, the driver opens the door for me as I carry Taurus in my arms. I walk up the stairs and see Greyson standing next to the railing.

“How do you sleep at night? Knowing your breaking your son’s heart.” Greyson questions.

I scoff. “I’m not breaking your heart, just your ego.” I turn to walk away. “Goodnight.”

Getting to the room, I try to take off her dress and try to put her in the clothes she brought, but she wakes and says she doesn't want to have clothes. I get out of my suit and throw on sweatpants before I get into bed. She instantly gravitates to me and lies her head on my chest.

Taurus, I don't think I could ever give you to anyone else. The time we spend together is something I have never experienced before. I know exactly what these feelings I have for you are, but I don't want to scare you off. I know your heart needs to heal. Therefore, I will wait until you can give me your heart, I’ll wait for years if I must.

The Next Day

I awoke to the feeling of Taurus’s lips on my chin. I snake my arms around her and squeeze. “Good, you’re awake.” She gleams.

“Hungry?”

“Yes.” She sings.

She slides down my body and pulls my boxer briefs down. My cock springs from my boxer briefs and she licks her lips. She massages my balls in her hand as she takes me wholly into her mouth, but quickly chokes halfway.

“Having trouble?” I tease.

She glares and bites down softly, which surprisingly felt great.“Be very careful with your next words, I would hate to tear off your dick with my teeth.”

“We wouldn’t want that.” I chuckle but groan again when she tries again to take me inside her warm mouth. This time she can take me a bit further. Her mouth feels fucking extraordinary. It takes everything inside me not to push her head deeper.She isgoing at her own steady pace and it's enough to send me over.

“Where do you want to come? On my face? My tits? Or maybe inside me again?” She exhales.

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