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“Does he know he might not be biologically yours?”

“No, I just didn’t want him to feel different or feel like I am not his father because I am, even if we are not blood.”

Jealousy overcame me. Ru didn’t even know if Greyson was his and he still raised him and loved him. My mother had depicted an image in my head that she couldn’t love me as a young mother, that she needed to live her life and damn all the responsibilities of parenthood.

“I don’t want him to know. That must make me a shitty parent, but what if he finds out and…”

I look into his worried eyes and reassure him, “Your secrets are safe with me. I won’t be seeing Greyson anytime soon, or hopefully ever again.”

His hand sits at the end of the table, and I can’t help but stare.

Chapter 3

Ru

My room feels unusually hot tonight.

“Ru…I’m sorry to bother you, but it’s freezing. Do you mind if I sleep with you?” Taurus hugged her curves to warm herself up.

I cannot tell if this is real. Taurus is in my shirt, which is far too oversized. What do I do?

“Please.” She begs. Fuck, she is begging me to sleep in my bed.

She walks closer to my bed. “Please, Ru, I’m cold. I need you to warm me up….”

“Taurus, please I-” I say sitting up in my bed.

She smiles climbing on the bed and then climbing on my lap. “I need this. I want you to fuck me. I promise you; I want nothing more than for you to fuck me on this bed and come all over my body.”

My dick hardens. What the fuck is wrong with me? “Taurus...” I exhale.

She hovers over the bulge in my boxer briefs. “Are you the kind of guy who wants to come on my face and see it drip? Do you want to see me lick your cum clean off my fingers as my hand rubs up and down your hard cock? Or you’re sick and want to fuck me while Greyson walks in on us? Do you want him to know I’m all yours?” She snickers.

The alarm on my phone goes off and I quickly wake up and realize that Taurus is not in my room. That was a complete dream. Of course, it was. Taurus would not throw herself at a man fifteen years older than her. Why the fuck am I having dreams about my son’s ex-fiancé? I look down at my dick which is still hard from the dream, where Taurus whispered those dirty words to me.

“What did I get myself into?” I sigh falling backward in my bed.

A knock comes on my door. “Ru?” Taurus’s voice is behind the door. No, fuck. It’s happening again. “Sorry to bother you, I know it’s early, but I went out and bought some clothes for the week and went to the clinic alone. I did not want to consume your time. I am sure you have to be at work. I made you breakfast if you’re hungry. Thank you again for letting me stay here.”

I amdefinitelyawake. Her response chilled my nerves. “No problem! I will be out in a sec!” I call out to her. After what I was dreaming how can I even look at her?

My shower was a bit on the long side. I couldn’t walk up to her with my hard dick and then have to explain that I dreamt of her crawling on top of me in my shirt…and nothing else.

Before I even reached the kitchen, I could smell an amazing breakfast. “You didn’t have much in your kitchen, so I just made the basics.”

“Let’s grocery shop after work if you’re not too tired.”

She looks down at her food and smiles, “Okay.”

I sit at the island counter and see an array of breakfast foods, but then I see her eating a bowl of rice with sunny-side-up eggs and sliced-up bananas. Interesting choice for breakfast.

“I would have gone with you. You didn’t have to go alone and waste money on a car service.”

She picks at her food. “I know, but I just didn’t want to inconvenience you. I got a lot done. So, everything worked out and you can still make it to work on time. You said we were going in at eleven this morning, right?”

“Yes, we will head out once we finish breakfast,” I explain.

“At work, should I call you, Mr. Wén?” She inquires.

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