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“No, you didn’t give me a chance to explain earlier. He fell asleep, Jay, he may have told people I was his girl, but what you think didn’t happen,” I say, watching my words sink in, the tightness of his jaw loosens slightly, and I know it’s not my imagination when the tenseness of his shoulders visibly relaxes.
“You said that you were together in the biblical sense and that it wasn’t consensual. For the record, in the biblical sense means you’ve fucked,” Jay says, penetrating me with his hazel eyes.
“He pawed me, got me half-naked. That ranks as fucking biblical sense in my world,” I yell at him.
“Too much information, Sasha! Just answer my questions,” Jay says as his eyes go dark again.
“Why are we even playing this stupid game anyway? You don’t want me, I understand, and that’s it. At least you were nice and tried to let me down easy and are protecting me until things settle down. We can take care of whatever it is in Italy that you need to do and then you never have to see me again,” I say.
“One more question for you, Sasha,” Jay says.
21
JAY
My heart is beatinglike a goddamn freight train. This woman is fucking with my mind, and she tells me twelve men, just since she’s been in America. I know that she’s had a shit life emotionally caused by her dad’s rejection. I also get that seeing so many people could be a way of feeling wanted, but I can’t believe she put herself in that position. She could have been killed, or worse, fucking raped and brutally tortured. A shiver goes down my spine at the very thought of what Mancini would have done to my angel if he had known that she was trying to use her body to get Mafia information, but no one, his enemies or business associates alike would want loose ends and if anyone thinks Sasha belongs to Mancini, that is exactly what she is. I text Nick back to get ahold of Scottie and see if the two of them can make any connections between Mancini’s enemies and the recent attacks.
She actually let him take her to his room so that she could find out more about her dad. Time and time again it comes back to that no good lowlife father. If that fucker were here right now, I would beat him to within a foot of his life. I have no clue what has come over me, not once in my goddamn adult life have I felt so out of control or violent. I watch her for a moment on the screen, her eyes lowered with the shame I saw in them when she was talking and her words circle in my mind.“You don’t want me, I understand, and that’s it. At least you were nice and tried to let me down easy.”
She thinks I don’t want her and that’s not how this fucking thing is going to end.
“One more question for you, Sasha, and I want your eyes on me,” I say because I already know the answer to it before I ask it. I felt her melt in my goddamn arms, watched her eyes dilate, and her nipples grow as I did it.
She raises her eyes to the screen, and they are shiny. My angel is doing an excellent job of holding her tears at bay, but it is not without effort.
“What was the most erotic thing you’ve ever done with a partner outside of the sexual act itself?” I ask.
Her eyes widen, and I see the wheels moving. “I want the truth,” I say. She looks down for a moment. “Eyes on me, Angel,” I say and hear the hitch in her breath as she processes my question. I give her a moment, time to think about her response.
“When you fed and took care of me. No one has ever done that for me before,” Sasha says, and I’ve already walked across the room and opened the door.
She lays her laptop on the nightstand as I close the door behind me and sit beside her on the bed. She is the most beautiful creature I have ever seen, and her honesty guts me. I take her face in my hands and pull her toward me. She tilts her head, looking at me intently with those bright blue eyes, and that’s all the consent I need to capture her heart-shaped lips with mine.
I want to be gentle and know I should be. Sasha is so emotionally fragile on the inside and so fucking hot on the outside and I know I have a responsibility to take care of her in entirety.
I pull her into my lap and cradle her, exploring her mouth with my tongue, her sweetness and the soft little moans making my dick so hard that I need to shift to get a little relief from the goddamn zipper my growing length is rubbing against.
“Angel, no one is judging you about the number of men you’ve been with. I sure as fuck am not. It was before my time, but the thought that they may have made you feel bad does piss me off.”
“You were so mad,” Sasha says.
I nod because it’s true and she should know how furious it makes me.
“Correction, I’m still pissed. The thought of you being anywhere near Mancini, a man that would kill you if he knew what you were trying to do, and the thought that you intentionally let him put his hands on you in that way makes me madder than you would ever know. I’m just glad it stopped there, Angel.”
She nods, and I pull her closer to my chest, arching her neck back with one hand on her nape. “The men in the past? You have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. I’m no virgin myself,” I say.
She’s contemplating that and smiles, showing her lovely white teeth surrounded by those perfect lips that I am dying to have wrapped around my raging hard dick.
“You might not be a virgin, but I am, Jay,” she says, still smiling up at me.
I narrow my eyes at her and can’t help but smirk. She’s so fucking cute and hot at the same time. Another language mix up, clearly, because I know for a damn fact that I have known her in the real biblical sense and while she was tight as hell, a virgin she was not. She knew exactly how to move those little hips and squeeze my dick just right with her pussy.
“I’m going to need you to elaborate a little bit on that statement, Angel,” I say, grazing her lips with my thumb.
Again with the big smile, and her eyes are dancing with mischievous delight. “Maybe not in the traditional sense, but I saved something I consider important for someone special,” my angel says softly.
I rewind our encounters in my head and shake my head. It could be one of two things and based on a conversation I heard on tape when I took over as head of Carrington security I’m pretty sure she’s proficient in oral. The option that’s left makes my cock throb in my pants. “Angel, have you ever given anyone your ass?” I ask, keeping her eyes held with mine as a slow sexy little smile turns up her lips. “Angel? I asked you a question, you owe me an answer.”
