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“I am. Never better.” I feel good. “Thank you for making the appointment.” It was a shock at first, but it turned into something special today. As if there is an invisible cord linking our hearts. I feel closer to him than I ever have. Something I didn’t think was possible.
I sit down on the edge of the bed as I slip off my furry lined, gray winter boots and talk to him through the open plan space.
He leans forward in the chair. Resting his elbows on his knees, his chin in his hands, he looks like The Thinking Man sculpture. His words sound pained when he speaks. “I didn’t know you felt faulty.”
“And I didn’t know you thought you had failed me.” With my mouth downturned, I tilt my head. “We have been keeping too many negative thoughts to ourselves.”
“I also didn’t know you hadn’t gone back on the pill.”
“Like I told Lorna, after the IVF, there didn’t seem any point. I couldn’t get pregnant naturally or with treatment. I had been on the pill for years and pumped my body full of hormones. I just decided to let my body do its own natural thing. Regulate itself.” Although my body seems anything but regular, my periods are sporadic and appear whenever they want.
My body is magical. I am deserving of a family.
Yup, that’s going to take some getting used to.
“New rule, we tell each other everything,” he says.
I agree, confirming with a nod of my head.
“Your body is not broken or faulty, Lily. You’re exactly as you should be. I’ve never seen you as anything other than my Lily. I love you. I love us. I love our life now that we are finally getting back on track. I love spending time with you.” He rises to his feet and walks to me. His blue eyes meet my brown ones. Dusting his finger down my nose, he bows his head, and kisses me. His lips slowly work mine before he wraps a hand around my neck. Tracing his thumb over my rising pulse, he pushes the seam of my mouth open with his tongue, and in a trance-like state, he swirls his tongue around mine.
Breaking our kiss for a beat, he pulls my cream woolen jumper up over my head, then removes his sweatshirt, and his lips are on mine again.
With expert fingers I unbuckle his belt and slide his jeans and boxers down his legs.
Undoing my cream lace bra, and sliding the silk straps down my arms to remove it, I lay back against the mattress as he steps out of his jeans and climbs on top of me.
He takes his time, tracing my body with his fingertips, as if he’s committing every one of my curves to memory.
My hands slide up his muscular back, then down his shoulders and strong arms. Moving them back up, he groans as I continue to explore his skin.
“I love the way you touch me,” he mumbles, pushing his hard length between my pussy lips, my hips arching in response.
Sculpted from hours at the gym, painted in detailed tattoos, his body is a work of art.
He sucks my bottom lip into his mouth before he moves down my throat, covering my skin in kisses, branding me as his. He doesn’t need to; I’ve always belonged to him.
Caressing every part of me, he moves south between my legs.
“Open yourself for me.”
I spread the most intimate part of me. Exposing myself.
He covers his mouth over my pussy then sucks my clit, and gently flicks it with his tongue.
My body is burning for him when he slowly slides a thick finger inside of me and then another.
This is who Ash is, the ultimate pleasure giver.
With no desire to rush this, he savors each moment, taking his time licking and tasting me, then sucking my clit into his mouth, repeating the whole process over and over again until I’m begging him to fuck me. Sensual and loving, his hot breath warms my skin as he moves back up my body.
I wrap my hand around his hard cock, to let him fuck my hand while he continues to fill me with his fingers.
“As much as I love you doing that,” he pants, our foreheads rested against one another. “I’m going to turn you around, and you’re going to take me. I need to be inside of you.” His words send a wave of goosebumps across my skin.
I instantly miss his touch when he slides his fingers out of me and eases me onto my side. Nuzzling into my neck, he whispers how much he loves me and I can’t believe we almost lost each other. What was I thinking when I left him? It was a moment of madness and one I never want to repeat.
“I love you too, Ash.” I moan as his hand shapes along my waist and he positions me with my back now to his front. Surrounded by his hard body, I feel safe in his arms as he lifts my leg up and holds it in the air carefully, while dusting kisses down my neck and shoulder. He slides his hard cock inside my wet center, making me moan. Hooking my leg behind his, he pants against the shell of my ear. The feeling of his hot breath on the sweet spot there sends shivers down my spine.
