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“No, I won’t spend the night with you,” I hiss as he begins to rub my clit in slow, teasing circles.
“Wrong answer, Jessie,” he growls as his kisses become fiercer and he sucks on my neck as his hand slides further into my panties before he pushes a finger inside me.
“Shane!” I cry out as he begins to finger fuck me against the wall in the hallway. “What if Lisa or Matt come out here?” I breathe as my body shudders from the orgasm he’s already coaxing from me.
“Then let me take you to bed and I’ll fuck you properly,” he groans as he keeps on thrusting his fingers in and out of me and rubbing the knuckle of his thumb over my clit. I hear voices approaching the doorway and swear one of them is female. Shit! Dr. Lisa is going to come out here and hear me come while Shane finger bangs me, and I will die of embarrassment because I don’t think anything is going to make him stop.
“Okay!” I finally relent.
“Good girl,” he says with a deviant smile as he slides his hand from my panties. Then he looks me in the eye as he sucks his fingers clean and the wet heat floods my core. He releases my wrists and takes hold of one of my hands instead.
I stand there, looking at his face. Damn, I love him so much. My body is practically screaming for his touch. “Shane,” I say as he is about to start walking us to his room.
He stops and turns back to me. “What is it?” he frowns.
“I can’t do this with you,” I shake my head, realizing this was a huge mistake. “I’m sorry. But I can’t do that with you. Not anymore.”
His Adam’s apple bobs as he swallows hard. “Can’t do what, Jessie?”
“Just sex,” I whisper. “It would mean so much more to me than that. I can’t just turn off my emotions like that, and I can’t only have a part of you when I know what it’s like to have all of you.”
He steps back and pushes me against the wall, his hand fisting in my hair and his mouth crashing over mine. He kisses me so fiercely that my lips feel bruised and I whimper into his mouth. When I expect I might pass out from lack of oxygen and the raging endorphins racing around my body, he lets us up for air. “Just give me one night, Hacker?” he presses his forehead against mine. “I need you.”
I take a deep breath and, despite every part of my body aching for him, I push him away. “I can’t, Shane,” I shake my head. “I’m not some toy you get to use when you have an itch to scratch. Not if I can’t have all of you. I’m sorry.”
“I can’t give you all of me, Jessie,” he breathes. “Not again.”
“I understand that,” I say as the tears sting my eyes.
“Can’t this be enough?” he says, his eyes pleading with me and weakening my resolve with each passing second.
“No. And I know that it might be unfair, but I need all or nothing, Shane. Because you will always have all of me.” I plant a soft kiss on his lips and then I walk back into Liam's room. I don’t even dare glance at him again because I might run back into his arms and tell him that one night with him is worth the pain of losing him all over again.
Chapter
Eleven
CONOR
As Lisa and Matt are preparing to leave, the bedroom door opens and Jessie walks back inside the room, and I can’t help but frown as she makes her way over to the chair beside the bed and sits down on it. It’s a little after midday but none of us have slept for over twenty four hours and we all need some rest.
Ten minutes earlier, Shane asked me and Mikey to stay with Liam for the rest of the day and tonight, so I had assumed that he and Jessie would be spending that time together, and the fact that they are so obviously not doing that concerns me. I hope he hasn’t fucked this up again. I’m not sure what more she can do to prove herself to him, but he is the most stubborn man I've ever met.
When Matt and Lisa are gone, I walk over to her, sitting on the bed in front of her. “Mikey and I can stay with Liam if you like,” I offer.
“I know. But I want to stay too if that’s okay?” she looks up at me, her eyes red from crying earlier. At least I hope it’s from earlier.
“Of course you can. I just wondered if…” I shrug.
“What?” she blinks at me.
“Nothing, Angel,” I say as I reach out and brush my fingertips over the cut on her cheek. “You look tired and it’s been a long night. Why don’t you climb in here with our boy and get some sleep?” I stand up and hold my hand out to her.
“You think it’s okay for me to sleep in there with him? What if I hurt him?”
“Hurt him? You weigh like a third of what he does. And the bed is huge.” I pull her up from the chair. “Besides, he will want you there when he wakes up.” I lift the covers and indicate for her to get inside.
She nods and wipes a stray tear from her cheek and I think I’m going to strangle Shane when I get my hands on him, because she wasn’t this upset ten minutes earlier. “My clothes are dirty,” she says as she starts peeling off her jeans. I watch her slide them down her legs and have to remind my cock that this is not the time or the place.
