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“Not to me.”
She looks into my eyes and bites on her lip.
“Stop chewing your lip and answer me.”
“I do like this bossy side of you,” she purrs.
“Then answer the damn question, Jessie!”
“You remember you were the first to kiss me?” she breathes and I wonder if she’s answering the question or trying to distract me.
“Of course I do. I think about that night all the damn time.” It was the night all of our lives changed. One minute, me, her and Mikey were watching movies on the couch and the next thing I was kissing her. A few moments later, I tasted her pussy for the first time and I’ve been addicted to her from that moment. Mikey and I fucked her together shortly afterward and we’ve been fucking her every chance we get since.
“I do too,” she smiles at me. “You were the first man I kissed that I ever really wanted to kiss, Liam.”
“What?” I blink at her. How can that be true? She was twenty-six when we met.
“I kissed a boy when I was fifteen and I wanted that,” she adds. “But he was just a boy.”
“Jessie, I don’t understand.” I shake my head.
“I had sex with plenty of guys, and not always through choice,” she says it so matter-of-factly that it makes me want to kill every man who has ever laid a finger on her. “Some were through choice, of course, but usually as a means to an end. Because I needed information, or a place to stay or something.” She shrugs. “And occasionally just to scratch an itch, but they could have been anyone and I never kissed them. I mean our lips may have touched briefly, but we weren’t kissing. No tongues or open mouths.”
I realize I must be looking at her funny now because she starts to babble. “It’s not that all of the others forced me, and I even enjoyed it sometimes…” Her cheeks redden further.
“You don’t have to explain yourself to me, Jessie.”
“I know.” She takes a deep breath. “I’m just trying to tell you that I never really wanted to kiss anyone before I met you and your brothers.”
“Fuck! Really?”
“Really.”
“But what does that have to do with me being an asshole?”
“I kind of always saw you as…” She chews on her lip again and my heart stops beating. What the fuck does she see me as?
“As what?”
“My ride or die. The one who’ll always have my back, even when I’m being an asshole too,” she finally says and my heart starts beating again and I feel like a complete jackass for thinking that she thought any less of me than she does my brothers. “Conor and Shane kind of have that, and obviously you and Mikey do. I just thought… Like I said, I’m being silly.”
“I have always got your back, baby. One hundred percent.”
“I know,” she smiles.
“I can’t keep quiet when I think you’re in danger though. That’s having your back too.”
“I know that, but sometimes I feel like it’s the four of you, and then me.”
“Jessie!” I roll on top of her, pinning her to the mattress again. “It is never like that. There is no us and you, just us. Tell me that you believe that?”
“I do most of the time,” she breathes. “I think I’m just feeling emotional right now for some reason. Maybe it’s thinking about my little brothers and my mom and dad.”
“Maybe.” I kiss her softly and she opens her mouth, allowing me to slide my tongue inside. My cock is already hard again and she rocks her hips against me, grinding herself on me. I pull back from our kiss, leaving her gasping for breath. “You’re insatiable, you know that?”
“Says the guy with the huge boner?” She arches an eyebrow at me.
I rub my nose along the column of her throat. She smells so fucking good. “Shall I fuck you again, baby?”
